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HAPPY NEW YEAR

2010-01-01T22:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPT NEW YEAR FRENZ! new year le.. new dream new wish blah blah blah...

sadly for me.. i dun hav a dream or any fantastic wish le... i lost the reason to continue counting down... the wish i make tis year was just all the best for watever competition tt is coming up n happiness to all my frenz n family.

i thought you were the 1 for me.. time really give us the answer we want to know.. i m sorry for my selfish act.. maybe wait for another day when i the colourful side of urs agn... :)

X'mas!

2009-12-26T01:28:00.002+08:00

FINALLY! back back back.. gt 2 days off from trng :)

something really weird is happening to me. this yr, i dun hav any mood to celebrate any festival or watever. :(

Chirstmas tis year wasnt fun, unhappening, boring... except for Christmas Eve.. :)
it was the day i get to rest till sun burnt my butt and meet jie to drink.. stay under the quiet(only mrt n car noise) peaceful night stargazing... chit chat abit abt the past.. 4 yrs le.. how long more can we last like tis? cldnt possibily ask u agn n agn if i cld *** u ah~ hope time wait for me too catch up!! start my career thn acpt the thing i cldnt 4yrs ago.. bt thn come to think of it... sound so selfish~ sigh... watever.. i m crazy.. fate doesnt come with a remote ctrl~ blah blah blah!! hopelessly telling myself let nature take its course.. =.="

Christmas day, spend my evening with family gather at jie jie nat's family's hus.. drink 4 glass of white wine despite dinking the day b4, btw i m not 酒鬼! i drink alot bt only during occasion n stuff lah... watch kids playing Wii thn went airport to fetch da gu ma coz she coming back to visit thn depart wit my ah ma n some of my relative to japan~! i wish i cld go!! watever.. haha

my Christmas wishes: all the best for my UT and get good grades
get top for cheer and martial arts competition
simple happy life for me n frenz!

trng agn lata... hope i can Zzz soon... drinking keeps me awake :x

gd nitex :)

Rexmas party!

2009-12-22T15:00:00.002+08:00

ello ppl.. back to post since i m free..

lata going to hav REX'mas party with team :D trng for 1 week liao, abit disappointed in myself coz i think i nve really improve...

i seriously think i sux bcoz i think that i dunno how to manage my frenship... ahhh... help me pls...

post till here... running late... hope gt pic to show... bye

unlucky day

2009-12-13T22:02:00.003+08:00

sorry peeps, busy with trainning and all.. 1 week just end liao.. another week of crazy trainning is coming up.

had ICU workshop today and ytd... ytd was just basic stunting and tumbling.

today~ sigh... i got a left panda eyes and bleeding upper lips.

disappointed in myself.. the phobia i have... i shall train harder and overcome this piece of shit.. :@

shall rest.. tmr last ut b4 holi.. jia you all.. :)

WEEKEND~!!!

2009-12-06T22:03:00.002+08:00

ello peeps! omfg,,, this few days i m so dead tired that i reach home bathe thn slp liao~ skip my FTT on fri bcoz of trainning, since i dun hav a money to buy a car, no rush for taking FTT... and my trainning days are @.@ for DEC!

SAT had training, since i m alrdy in TEAM CAT. i had to report early for training.. sianzness.. hope i can improve tremendouly so i wun slow the team process... i can b consider the weakest guy in the team, but the most flexible guy in the team too~! HOW 0.0!!! niwae, spend my nitex celebrating ling yin*if i spell her name correctly* birthday at Elaine's hus~ :D

SUN which is tdy, had fun during training... bcoz had training with NUS ppl.. after training. had lunch with Shifu thn had friendly sparring match with NUS ppl... over all~ its a draw, coz i didnt count female sparing as both ladies r frm NUS. my bro lost bcoz of he lack of strenght... but i WON tt botak opponent... * he abit crazy* btw... my match end reall fast.. and i REALLY mean it! had dinner wit NWP ppl thn exchange present thn home sweet home... haha.. had choclate and a pooh bear... lolz!!

gonna slp soon.. update u all agn soon.. love you peeps.. :D

Sick~

2009-12-01T22:41:00.002+08:00

HEY! sorry for not updating for quite some time.. was busy with work as stuff... y i gt time today?? coz i camr home early... know Y?

BCOZ I M SICK!!! DAMN!

worng time to fall sick lah!! fri gt FTT sun gt friendly sparring match thn UT is coming too!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!! screw up now~ tell me how?? i think shd go rest liao.. having swollen eyes n my head still spinning~! sianzness... gd nitex all.. i will update u all agn..

waiting for christmas to come.. :) i hope this year would be different..

2009-11-27T10:58:00.002+08:00

sorry people.. i wasnt in the mood to blog for past few days.. updates~~~

Tues:
aft lesson, whn for maths workshop that i sign up, bt i was partial bcoz i wanted to go for the gymnastic training.. so i didnt get any deduction of CE point, bt i also didn't get CE bcoz not more thn 80% of attendance. overall for the gymnas trainning, its tiring.. mon was tough for the lower body, bt tue was tough for the upper body.. DAMN~

Wed:
MCB... haha.. good news is she will be gone for 2weeks!! whn i tld JH tis news i bet he jumping up and down in his room lah~ LOL! niwae.. didn't tok to jia yi on wed.. dunno wats wrong.. bt just dun feel like toking to her.. the feeling she gav me like she dun wan to entertain me.. so i just ask every 1 for help bt not her. :\ After lesson, went to CWP to buy a sport shoe for my trainning. the past 2 days i had to borrow frm another bcoz i only gt casual shoe no sports shoe.. LOL!

Thurs:
Nth much happen. aft sch.. accompany irene at IT helpdesk aft sch thn went to TM to play~ spend quite abit racing LOL!

IWASNTBORNYESTERDAY, SODONTEVERTHINKTHATYOUGOTME~!

update agn soon... tkcare guys~

2009-11-23T23:42:00.005+08:00

LOLZ!!!! back to blog~ omg lah.. aft those unhuman streching and trainning i shd b slpy.. bt i feel freaking energetic.

i had a new IG~ wanna guess? ans REXAZ cheer~
those who think its a gay sissy shit.. u go try their warm up~ its hell.. bt i manage to pull tru~ HAHA! i really respect those senior~ LADIES u noe!! yet thy are so much stronger thn me ): i hope to catch up soon~!

the purpose for me to join them team is bcoz of their trainning.. i wanna train on my running and i hate to run alone.. and also their flexibility trainning can help me for my SUN martial arts trainning. and of coz~ most and important part is their STUNTS~! and all of the tranning is to prepare for.. sigh.. dun wanna mention abt it.. if u wanna noe it come askme face to face.. :)

shall go pack my bag and dry my hair liao.. gd nitex peeps~ i know i can slp well tonight. :)

Bored

2009-11-22T23:21:00.002+08:00

ops! sry peeps, ytd 4got to blog...

ytd aunt and cuzzin came to my hus visiting, one of my overseas cuzzin Ernest was here too~! he is here for work, came frm AUS ;D . so ytd jus accompany thm to visit my uncle than hav a walk in chinatown. had fun chatting wit cuzzin Des... tok abt L4D and his fren and some other hilarious stuff.. XD tts all abt ytd :)

Today, same routine for the morning.. had trainning thn head for lunch and back home.. manage to throw 1 old cupboard that has been in my room for quite some time, dam shifting the old filty hug stuff.. i fall aslp while sitting down!! WTCUCUMBER! LOL! feeling weaker nwdays.. izzit bcoz of lack of slp or bcoz my brain haben stop thinking abt it~? watever it is.. i think its time for me to put it down and continue to my end point bah... :) SUN~ Sleepyday LoL!

i hate myself for being so useless~
i hate myself for giving up when i don't even wanna give it a try~
i hate myself for being so softheart~
i hate myself for not being able to make you happy~
i hate myself for who I am~

i lost~

2009-11-21T00:58:00.003+08:00

yo! sorry, i think i just type afew things in here n i will go...

no mood to blog coz too many things is bouncing in my head~ ( nt girls)

i just feel like drinking and relax myself now.. any 1 wans to drink together?

shall end here.. good night people... :)

2009-11-20T15:52:00.002+08:00

LESSON END!! woo.. weekend is HERE!! btw ppl, abt ytd post... that weird corner is just random thoughts. i post that doesn't mean that i don't wanna a GF.. cya peeps lata.. i m gonna hav fun... :)

BACK!

2009-11-19T23:52:00.002+08:00

good er... evening?? gd nitex peeps?? HAHA!! watever it is, i m back. wait for my hair to dry now so i shall update you wat happen.. last blog wa abt mon AL rite? so wat happen on tues?? let me recall ah... :\

oh... tue Maths! problem was that difficult, typical routine like other RP student lor. aft problem i walk to CWP with jia yi, JH and the rest went to china town thn irene meet her mom. i had something on so went home first. tts all for tues.

WED~! like i always complaint, BIO SUX bcoz of.. you know who.. :x is like every wed I go 1 lvl deeper in hell.. arghh! so aft sch, JH didnt come so didnt meet up, louis went to get something for his GF, dickson went back sam too, xian meet fren for dance. so i when to meet Jenn at civic library coz she partial for bio reach thr with half wet pants bcoz it is rainning like a GAINT just swallow the sea and thn spit out.. the shelter way was flooded wit dirty mud water!!! after awhile irene came.. so sit down there think of wat to write for RJ... so looking arnd and rnd~ THN i saw Sheryl, Jenn's classmate spamming on the space bar button so i ask "playing Icy tower?" thn Jenn laugh~ so i oso join in lor... half awhile sian liao so wat vid(HOTSHOT) on my lappy. dam funny the show, and also chatting wit Jie on msn while watching the show..

i didnt realised how noisy i was until irene said" eh u siao ah.. laughing to urself.. " :x thn jenn and irene was like looking at me wit a look that i cannt discribe... i didnt really care much so i continue laughing... louder and louder.. thn i think jenn is listening to me laughing coz every time i laugh she oso laughing at me.. =.=

so awhile lata we went for dinner at LJS, this time i my turn to laugh at JENN!! coz she was playing with sheryl thn full weird jokes! i always tld myself that laughing whn eating is bad for health bt i cldnt control!!!! after dinner whn arcade to drive! thn i feel so bad to ask 3 ladies to watch me drive so i ask thm to play some game tgt~ guess wat? we play Air hockey! the 1 with the pluck sliding across the table...so i team with irene for the first match. we won.. so nxt team irene with Jenn and me with sheryl. Funny part come in agn.. gt 1 time irene hit the pluck thn the pluck go side by side so jenn and irene was foloing the pluck(looking left right left right) coz their hands couldnt follow up wit the speed of the pluck thn all four of us brust into laughter!! haha.. so last match is me with jenn.. same thing happen.. tis time is me loking side to side.. :x

after playing, 3 ladies so nice accompany me go mac to complete my RJ and brought my DOUBLE CHOCOLATE!!!! haha... after that went home liao.. tts for wed~

today aft lesson whn to meet jocie and MTLW.. was planning to play basket ball but Gaint was spiting agn...-.-! jocie brought candy floss thn we went to MTLW class to watch movie!! thy watch "the proposal" from my lappy.. after the movie whn to meet JH, Louis, and irene. had dinner at Mac tgt thn tok abt some stuff thn whn to shop for irene Formal wear~ Louis WENT INTO LADIES FITTING ROOM! thn gt 1 auntie say"ah boy ah.. u cannot come in leh.. if nt i will shy leh~" thn me and JH started laughing !! so aft all the jokes in the mall we head home... :) tts all~! i noe tis few days nth much.. bt i dunno y still so tired.... ): weekends~! i wan more slp!

btw,

This is troubling for quite awhile… so, read if you want to know or u can just skip this weird corner.

Why do we need to love? Why people love when the DAMN thing is so F-ing complicated? The more you love the chance of you getting hurt is more. The more you are hurt, the more you are not loved right? Another factor is if you care too much for a person, does that mean that you love the person? If so, why we can only married to only one person?(not that i wanna get married to more thn one). Does that mean that you can only love one person when you are old enough to get married? To people out there, not to offend you but, does marrying the one you love just an action to show that you loved them? Does that mean that you don’t love the rest of your people around you after you got married? Loving someone is not to carry a check list around, but most still looks for the person he/she love with a check list(I admit I do). The world that humans are living in is just too screwed up. I think all these reason on top are the reason that I m single now, or maybe the reason why am I still living.. Until I found the reason not to be selfish, I shall continue my thinking…

Sorry people for this stupid post but I am just confused, not EMO-ing… forgive me

stop here... gd ntiex peeps.. :D*hope to have more fun more laughter*

BRB

2009-11-19T08:13:00.002+08:00

sorry peeps!! freaking slpy tis few days, was busy laughing with frenz and busy wit some crappy stuff... cldnt get enuff slp leh.. dunno y.. will make a long post 2nitex if there is time okay.. :)

cya!

back from dreams

2009-11-16T23:38:00.003+08:00

ello peeps.. sorry for nt posting ytd... nth much happen... same routine, morning traning aftnoon stay home n rest.

today wasnt really a good day, didnt get to climb or do any high element coz of bad weather. DAMN~! bt still i bet we have fun ;D
i like disturb jia yi tis few days, dunno y... haha~! jia yi, whn u c tis dun angry okay.. :) her reaction always make me laugh.. but she also laugh at me all the time.. so shld be fair enuff lah.. :x

have been thinking of sum other things recently, finally come to realised that me and her dun really hav high chance to work things out.. mayb i should just wait for another angel to drop by bah. feeling tired of things right now both mentally and physically...

gonna go bathe and rest soon.. gd nitex~!

FREAKING SCARED!!~

2009-11-14T23:43:00.004+08:00

back form some horror shit! juz now went out wit JH , Irene, Jennifer. Met at Vivo, sorry for being late and make u all starve.. :x

so we had brunch at carl's J.r. JH suggested to go watch movie. actually wanna watch 2012, but thn no time slot for us. so i suggested paranormal activity... :\ regreted watch tt freaking movie... tis is the only movie 10 out of 10 for horror.. if u are scared of the dark or you believe in prarnormal activity. i suggest that you dun watch tis show.

had alot of things to blog today bt aft the movie, i forget everything. i brought a new FOX pullover. and some funny things happen while i went to buy.. tts all.. cya tmr.. gd nitex.

hope alll four of us slp well and stay safe.. :D

2009-11-14T12:35:00.006+08:00

Jia Yi, JH, Yuchi, Michelle, Me...
scroll frm below to top to c the animation
another animation is at JH blog. thank you and enjoy :D

Laughing GAS

2009-11-14T11:00:00.004+08:00

sry for not posting ytd nite, i was freaking tired aft the long bus journey so went i reach home, i left my lappy on and behte thn fall aslp... lappy was on for the whole nite, sorry for not to reply those ppl who chat on me on msn ytd. Well, lets continue abt wat happen ytd.

FRI the 13th! WOOOOOH!!! Ytd wasn't that bad, who say fri 13th waas a black day. I was filled with laugh gas, except for the UT part... -.- haha.. On my prev post, u know that i met someone right. Just by seeing her smile can make me high the whole morning, wonder wat if 1 day i know me n her have no chace liao???*sadd*. So during the lab, most of us was CAMwhoring. Me and JH was joining in the fun~ make some stupid pose that spam the webcam. LOL!~ pictures will b up loaded lata. ;D

After lunch time was a freaking slacking period. which i didn't make use of it to study for UT. Damn~! So things whn normal till aft 6p ended. Whn to toilet, wanted to do one-handed cardwheel but thn gt people walking passed so i passed... come out from toilet with my hands all wet, no one was around so run and jump.......~ LOL! guess what the hell happen? i almost BREAK my back... my wet wet hand skid about 30cm while my whole body upside-down. Lucky that i didnt sprain my back or that old irene will laugh at me for being young with weak bones.. >.>

back to class.. UT sux TTM. ques 4 only did 1 part.. other ques? most random fill in ## de... =.=" If i can get a C i wont complain lol~ aft UT was walking to the lift and saw *her* ): I was too shy to call her coz she was wit her frenz... took the stairs instead, whn to meet the rest and walk to cwp... saw *her at south foodcourt before we left sch, thn i started thinking of something.. *sigh*....

Reach CWP, Xian and dickson whn off so JH irene and me had dinner at MAC... saw a TAF lady thn becoz of too much maths.. JH tell me YUAN x30 (yuan means circle) thn i started giggling. Thn i continue with "H x 145(H means height)" now JH started laughing.. thn i think of UT the strech fator and rotation~ so i said strech fator 50 rotaion factor 100 thn we both brust out with laughter!!!

sat down makan, irene keep wanna argue with us bt she always ended up losing.. XD must pay more attention in COGNITIVE lah.. =P After eating wal around CWP look for track pants for JH thn head to library to do RJ. saw Jia Yi on9, JH and me type the same think to disturb her.. we laugh till our face cramp!! Damn~! haha.... (Jia Yi, if u c tis dun b angry okay.. actually i really wanna ask u go watch tt movie with others de.. ) :)

went back to MAC to hav a cup of DOUBLE CHOCOLATE FRAPPE. thn saw 2 freaktarded men.. WTF lah.. spoil my nice sweet friday night... after that irene meet jenn thn JH and me went home.. think alot while in the bus.. how~! those feeling i have.. seems like a fantasy... not realistic at all~! please let me know you more. going out soon.. blog agn tonitez... tkcare peeps

weekends without your smile doesn't seems like weekend. ):

SIANNESS

2009-11-13T12:42:00.003+08:00

WATS up!!! lolz.. sitting in class nth to do, early morning JH asked me take the quiz. Tis morning came to sch SO happy! Glad that i ate breakfast in sch today and waited for JH and grp to come to sch :D *i wish i could see your smile every morning*. niwae.. lata UT so sianz.. my smile will be gone.. ): *hope can acidentally meet agn*. i think i will update agn whn i get home lata. below is the quiz JH asked me to ans CYA and wish every 1 good luck for UT lata. ;D

1) What will you do if someone just barge in your house?
Ans : WHAHAHA!!! BROOM MARK WILL BE ON THAT PERSON FACE!!! Curse him to have bad luck forever!!

2) What will you do if He/She was holding a gun?
Ans : MY SKILLS will come into use! Twist that dumb ass’s arms and make the gun point back into their ASS! :D

3) What will you do if someone was bullying or something pervert to ur Bf / Gf?
Ans : That someone will DIE!! Gonna kick his BALLS and pull it out then shaft the ball back into his damn mouth! If that someone is a gal, I will juz grab my GF hands and punch that someone. *guy cannt hit gal mah* =.= HAHAA!!! Juz joking~

4) Your best friend and BF / GF drowing, Who would you save first?
Ans : HUMANS ARE BORN WITH TWO HANDS!! Save them at the same time lah! Actually, I would save the one I love most lah…

5) If you like someone, when or how you will confess?
Ans : when?? When she have the same feeling for me, or when I feel that my love for her can last… how ah… depends lor!! Face to face? Letter? Sms? Msn? Or tru Phone? Depends on which 1 I feel is the best for that moment. Normally is tru letter.

ROJAK FEELING~

2009-11-12T23:04:00.005+08:00

hey peeps.. today nt a good day ah. so freaking bored in class, JH *darling* not thr!! cannt crap~LOL! btw, WEEKEND is coming!! which means UT1 ending!! :) and ytd i forgot to post sumthing that i JH and me did in class!! another picture is i was so bored i randomly took a pic~... before i continue... *RATED NC16*, those who are not 16 please ask your parent to help you close the window, or else your mother will smack your head for whatever reason she can think of.. LOL!! guess whats below :)

the random stuff"

GUESS THIS!!

Answer: disposable G-string!(lame XD)

actually that thing is a carrier for the hot chocolate drink.. but JH told me to strech it and make a G-string.. Enuff of those string stuff.. :P

Tmr math UT1.. >.> not gonna study.. tmr juz gonna read the 6p and rmb the formula and chiong for UT. Bcoz, i got confident...... not to pass but to FAILED!!! =.= tot come poly no need study maths anymore. What a Disappointment~ DAMN~! meet dickson, irene and sam aft class to study for maths while waiting for xian, bt plan fail.. do my RJ and started watching vid and listen to song. things bouncing in and out of my mind some sank into the heart BUT i not emo okay~! :D

Cant wait for UT 1 to b gone. Fun is waiting for us~ roller blading, and HARDCORE exercising are waiting~! btw.. i seriously need to train, if not i cant totally forget about that gold medal. luck won't be there to help me like this year... ):

To the one that i think i am in love with.

i have been thinking for you almost every seconds ever since that *incident* happen. sometimes i feel that i really want you to be with me and wanted to confess. the only thing that is stopping me now is the lack of confident. If you are feeling the same, i wish could get a few hints from you. if you already had someone in mind, then just let this be another single-sided love until i found out that i am not the one. i missed you~ ❤

Looong Wed

2009-11-11T23:35:00.003+08:00

i m back frm wed hell!! MCB tdy lah.. dunno y bt bio suppose to b my most fav subject, bt thn every wed i gt the feeling of nt wanting to go to sch... so the day went like tis..

Monica came to class, go tru quiz and blah blah blah, i juz stare at the screen and pretend tt i m listening but the fact is tt i m sleeping wit my eyes open. i guess tis is wat ppl call day-dreaming rite? Discussion of PS thn i juz randomly gave sum points becoz i catch no BALLS! the only thing i knew was that BANGALAH CAN STAY OUT IN THE SUN LONGER THN ALL PPL BECOZ THY R SO FREAKING BLACK TT THY HAVE A LOWER % OF GETTING SUNBURN THN US i think.. -.- continue of the boring day till after lunch time whn we were doing our PPT slides. i randomly ask jia yi "eh.. u nt singaporean ah?" bcoz of the way she speak.

jia yi: i m Singaporean ah~! bt i gt two citizenship...
me: huh!?!? whr????
j: u all guess lor..

all the random guess we made tilll jia yi keep saying vry close vry close for dunno how many time

m: aiya.. actually hor.. i dunno which country near europe lah~(every1 started laughing)
j: haha.. okay lah.. is HOLLAND.
m: wa seh!! thn y come back SG..

faaaast forward* till i say sumthing funny till my teammates laugh so loudly...

m: so whr u staying in SG now.. let me guess HOLLAND.V at bonavista mrt thr rite..

really funny meh.. tsk tsk tsk.. always laugh at me.. bt anyway.. after all those silly comment that i make in the chat.. every time i say sumthing or even look at jia yi, she will start laughing and smile lah.. sum1 even comment that i m the joke.. nt the thing i say is the joke leh!! aft lesson end is BIO UT, can say is quite EASY lah.. coz i know that i know the answer, but i not sure how the faci wan me to answer so i not sure of the answer.. LOL!~ rush down to SSDC to have my FTT... result?? FAILED~ coz no time to study for FTT whn i hav to study for UT lah... choose a freaking wrong date to take FTT lah... DAMN~! after that meet dickson, irene and xian at amk hub. walk around for awhile bcoz i dun have the habit to go home early.. :x reach home bathe chiong rj thn now blogging all the rubbish for today lor... :) till here liao... sry if u peeps dun understand wat i m typing down here... i am freaing tired bt waiting for my hair to dry. gd nitex and sweet dreams ppl~ cya!

i wish i could see you in my dreams... ;D

ITS ALIVE!!

2009-11-11T08:14:00.002+08:00

WHATS UP PEEPS!~ ;) sorry for not posting for long long time coz i could not find a new skin. :x Now that the skin is not so emo, i shall try to update every day... if possible, i'll try... hmm.. not sure if i shd get a tag board mah bcoz i dun wan spammer n uninvited asshole to my blog.. thy hav the bloody guts to tag bt no iron balls to put their name.. FREATARD~~ haha.. siting in tis dark class thinking of BIO UT and my FTT... didn't have much time to study for FTT so will use jie jie method n hope can pass... :) all the best too all my fren tking UT.. btw.. today is another sianz day coz its MCB...(not bcoz of the module) :D HAHAHA!!! niwaae... below is the quiz my fren took and i was asked to do oso.. cya peeps lata..

WHOEVER READS THIS MUST ANSWER AND DO IT TRUTHFULLY!!
IF NOT UR NIGHTMARE WILL EAT YOU!!

1. What is your favourite food?

-Chicken Rice… food rite?? Not foods?

2. What is your most hated food?

-Plain congee

3. What is your favourite colour?

- Red~!

4. What's my favourite hobby?

- Rollerblading, Martial arts consider hobby mah??

5. What do you hate most?

- EXAMS!!!

6. Whats' troubling you now?

- What else?? Future lah

7. What's your ideal partner?

- Understanding, loving, caring

8. What would you name your daughter?

- haven’t think of it…

9. What would you name your son?

- I still haven’t think about it!!!!

10. Is there someone you like now?

- Erm… in a confusion state right now. Maybe yes maybe no

11. Who are you think of right now?

- family and friends :D

12. What if your best friend wanted to invade a country and asks you to join him/her in their conquest for world domination?

- AWESOME!! Let’s go kick some ASS

13. What if you figured someone that you like has a crush on you?

- IF ah… slowly wait AH! Most probably will just tell her how I feel too (:

14. How would you describe myself?

- I am friendly and always joke around(young at heart) :P

15. Left or right?

- LEFT! Because Chinese saying is male left female right…

16. Commitments?

- MY goal, MY girlfriend(if have), MY family

17. What's the ideal height for your partner?

- shorter thn me but not too short(above 150)

18. What is your ideal age for your partner?

-not younger then 8yrs, same age I dun mind, if older thr is only 1 gal that I will acpt (:

19. What would you sacrifice for your partner?

- if I say my life then not unique right? so I will say my body and soul~

20. What's your religion?

- Buddhist

21. Have you ever hugged anyone?

- WHAT do YOU THINK?? (:

22. Have you ever kissed anyone?

- Have :x

23. Have you ever held anyone's hand?

- Ya~ LoL :x

24. Name 10 people you are thinking about?

- Jie Ailsa, Louis, Jian Hui, Dickson, Xian wee, Irene, MTLW, Jocie, Zolene, C****...

25. Name 5 people that just talked to you

- Jian Hui, Ling Lee, Juraimy, JD, Pan Jing

26. Are you stressed?

- A bit for now…

27. What do you hope to be in the future?

- Well, my goal is to be a doctor… so what do you think?

28. Have any good friends?

- YES! (:

29. Made out in a lift before?

- Yea.. with my ex(kiss and caress)

30. Have you ever jumped off a cliff?

- No! but I wanna try bungee jumping

31. Skydiving or bungee jumping?

- BOTH!

32. Name 5 qualities you want your partner to have

- Loving, Caring, Understanding, Loyal, Responsible

33. Have you ever broken someone's heart?

- Not sure… in the past, but recently yes… x:

34. Have you ever felt that your heart was torn into pieces?

- I think so…

35. Favourite time you ever had..

- Too many to count.

36. Greatest dream you ever had

- Too long to type it out

37. Who do you think of everyday?

- Family and friends lah… =.=

38. What do you do when you are upset?

- have some peace and some nice food.

39. When was the last time I cried?

- when I broke up with my ex

40. Favourite song/band?

- Don’t really have one

41. Books or activities?

- Activities. *you know why (:

42. Where would you take your first date to?

- MOVIE, DINNER, UNDER THE STARS… romantic?? :P

43. What is something that you want your partner to have/ to do?

- I want her to have ME! LOL!!!!~

44. Write 5 things you want to someone / say.

- Take care~
- I think I love you
- Cheer up alrite?
- Jia You!
- Sleep early! Don’t be an owl… :x

45. What's your CCA?

- NCC(sec sch),Modern Chinese dance(sec sch), Wu Shu(sec sch), Scuba Diving(RP)

46. What's the scariest thing that you've experienced?

- Dun Ask~! Its Paranormal experience

47. Who do you have a crush on now?

- Not sure is crush mah… so won’t say her name

48. What is your most hated genre(movie/books)?

- to me all the same leh

49. List 5 things that's going through your mind 5 minutes ago.

- FTT, UT grades, think of Jie, think of “her”, I got high self-esteem meh?

50. 10 things you would like your partner to have/be

- Loving
- Caring
- Loyal
- Understanding
- Cute (BUT NOT THOSE act cute!!)
- Adorable eyes
- Sweet Smile
- Height (150cm – 170cm)
- Humorous
- Not too TAF.

2009-08-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

i m back peeps! haha.. feeling rather tired now.. morning went pulau ubin.. Y??? coz gt a environmental walk at chek jawa lor~ hmm.. didnt get to c much bcoz of the tide... had fun wit IG members.. thn aft the walk, rush down to M.A HQ for rehersal.. was feeling a little unwell when i reach thr coz i m having a headache.. dam irritated.. bt feeling betta now.. lolz... overall for tdy was juz okay.. lolz.. sry tt i cant upload pics.. coz i think blog is having some prob... bt pic will b up on FB so look out for it if u r interested.. will b back soon.. bye peeps.!~

2009-07-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

S-up! lolz.. since i m free n bored bcoz its SAT! so i decided to come post lor.. hmm... hold on ahh.. trying to recieve lost data frm my memories folder.. :\

okay.. erm.. thurs went out wit Zol, lesden, mich, CX... jocie was suppose to be thr too.. bt sumthing happen n she wasn't able to join us.. trained down frm woodland to cityhall. had fish n co. for dinner.. was freaking full coz i finsih my own share le, bt thn the rest cldn't finish.. had some weird weird game wit thm thn loser gonna eat... haha.. slack at the fountain of wealth for a while.. was teasing, or rather irritate Zol wit all my lame cold jokes.. haha.. sry zol.. tell her abt the lap dance she saw the other time.. LOLZ!tn went home le..

oh.. during the morning in class, i was wearing the formal attire/ "office wear" la.. was having lots of FUN, except for the having blister part~ is not tt i buy wrong size! is juz tt i didnt wear that shoe for vry vry vry vry long liao~ my size now is 8 or 9 lah.. bt tt shoe was size 5! lolz.. laugh all u wan tt i m a retard.. haha.. thn had to suffer whole day coz celebrate wit tt attire oso mah.. silly me.. :x

the foloing day was a boring 1 so nt going to post abt it.. thn now sat! oso quite boring..bt thn went out wit family.. brought a new pair of jeans.. haha.. till here le..

bye bye bye~! :p

2009-07-21T10:34:00.002+08:00

HEY ! i m back to post~

1stly, sry for the "lag" bcoz i m busy with life.. argh!! niwae, i can even rmb wat was my prev post. will juz put what i can rmb...

UT2 end last week, hanging out less wit friends nowadays, stuck with communication proposal, lacking of slp!!

hmm.. ya tis are the some recent event that happen to me.. and coming up event are Zol bdae and 4 more weeks to UT3 thn gonna say bye bye to E36H n change class.. cant wait for the holis sia!!! i wanna rest and hav fun!!! 6 more weeks to performence.. ahh.. i need to practise harder or i will b a clown on stage..... :\ now eyes are half open n i m in class bloging..

n i was thinking if i shd shut tis blog down mah.. if not i think i m gonna get a new blog skin... so wish me luck coz it will b troublesome and tiring to get a new skin!!!!

if u r reading.. thank you.. coz i think nt much ppl care to read.. (:
BYE! =D

2009-07-03T17:44:00.002+08:00

wel.. i m at woodland's library now.. feeling moody since ytd.. so i wan some peace..
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2009-07-02T22:58:00.003+08:00

WOOOH! met clique 16 today!! well nt all of thm, but most of thm.. HAHA!! head down to CWP by bus becoz raining~ haha.. ate at banquet thn slack around n crap for awhile.. was kinda quiet when 1st met thm coz my mood was kidna screwed.. bt during the craping part when Ray, Rafiq, n Diana was teasing each other.. i had a good laugh n thn my mood was like back to normal.. join in the craping abit bcoz its unfair for all the guyz to laugh at only 1 gal.. thn went to TZ... woo!!!! dunno how long nve step into 1 of tt place le.. spend $10 on games today.. bt is worth okay!! its REALLY REALLY fun to hang out with THESE FRENZ!! thn Ray n Dainah went home 1st.. haha.. thn Rafiq n Diana n I went MAC to complete RJ.. haha.. n i realised that its been a long long time ever since the 3 of us slack together liao.. b it at MAC for starbucks.. or whrever.. haha.. hope more of tis fun time will come~! haha... guess till here liao bah.. coz i dun wanna post abt some other things which is not so nice to read.. nitex peeps~ :D

2009-07-01T19:54:00.002+08:00

sry ppl, i noe my blog is goin dead.. bt past few day was moodless n tired to blog.. today gt time so juz drop by to share sumtin wit u all bah..

start frm ytd, train do to clementi coz heading to lesden place for e-learning. After e-learning train down somerset coz zolene wanna buy her album. slack around cineleisure.. look for BBT thn had dinner at MAC~ the whole day at aftnoon till evening so a quiet trip for me coz things were floating in my mind.. till aft dinner, send jocie to mrt le, LESDEN, ZOLENE, LIWEN, ME when to the new building bside the somerset mrt. the new mall so !#$% huge! haha.. was having CAMWHORE SESSION.. haha.. bt i didnt really tk much lah.. picx will b up in FB soon i guess..

for today, when to zolene place.. let me tell u my impression whn i step into her hus~ when i reach the gate, my eyes grow wider by 2cm, when i step in the gate, stood at the main door, my jaw drop. step in her house, my mind was screaming!!! her house it bigger thn BIG!!! like in between huge and enormous.. n she even break the reacord for my frenz list.. she got a BASEMENT FOR HER HUS!!! like my 1st frenz to hav that.. n like wat lesden say.. "hugenormous" till almost every whr can breakdance~ n thr is even roof top for star gazing~! is like dam COOL sia.. when COOL i mean really really COOL! n she cant even remember which switch is for which light lah... WOW!! haha.. thn aft e-learning, head back home le.. haha.. tts y i have time to blog lor.. guess till here liao.. hope sumtin intresting happen so i can blog agn soon.. miss ya ppl~ Y^_^Y

期待你的爱，你感受到了吗？
如果你肯接受我，请你给我一点暗示好吗？

2009-06-24T18:42:00.003+08:00

since Michelle n lesden is blogging thn i oso blog lor.. now i m in sch, at some corner slack.. fuck disappointed in myself!!! SCI UT!!! freaking B lah gone case liao lor.. told daddy can get A.. n my gal was to get full marks.. now is like..SIGH~ like lesden sae FML!?!?!?!?!?! i m totally speechless lah.. dunno how to continue blog.. i dun mind getting D+ for MATHS!! but thn i will wake up for maths liao.. cant affort to carrying on slacking like tis.. SCI!!!! totally turn down my mood lah!! CRYIN DOESNT HELP TO SOLVE THE DISAPPOINTMENT~i seriously dunno how m i goin to tell my daddy abt tis.. gonna b 18 yrs old liao n i m still not responsible enough for my life! feel so hopeless.. shd i even continue my life!! y shd i waste my parents money to feed me n waste resources on earth.. i still dare to sae my goal is to get top in course ah!!! shit my mouth lah.. sigh.. dun feel like blggin le.. till here.. bye bye

2009-06-23T22:17:00.003+08:00

FINALLY!! internet is back in action~ lol! no internet no life can~ n like i sae, hang out with lesden and company till vry vry vry late tis few days. FUN is confirm a yes, bt there is still some tiny tiny pieces of shit tt ruined the happy mood. nt goin into detail bt still gonna sae sumtin abt how i feel.

some how i feel that life only consist of 2 SHIT! which is MONEY & RELATIONSHIP. Starting with $MONEY$, why human work so hard for it?? answer is very simple, without it we can survive, without it we won't be happy most of the time, without it we fight and cry. Next up <3 RELATIONSHIP <3 most human are screw up by relationship, be it lovelife, friends, family, or stranger. Without relationship, we won't be consider as human. we lack of emotion and would make us no difference like robots. So if any human can control this 2 SHIT in their LIFE then he will lead a "perfect" life i guess... Anyway people, u do not have to comment about this post because i m not going to entertain you if you do. i know you have your perception and SO DO I~

i choose to gave up my that relation, and i got my retribution on my nxt relation. i always believe in karma and fate, but now its alrdy too late to turn back and hold u tight agn. every time i tink of the memories we share, i felt guilty, the only word i can say to u now is sorry. sorry for eveything and sorry to avoid u even aft so long ever since we broke up. glad to c u r still standing strong. tts the name u gave urself too rite.. all the best in watever u do. tkcare.

gonna end it here.. nitex ppl

2009-06-22T17:29:00.003+08:00

okay~ sry ppl for nt updating for tis few days... coz frm mon to fri i m goin back home after 9pm always without fail. thn by the time i reach home i feel tired.. had fun hangin out with lesden and company... not gonna sae what happen recently coz i cant remember, only know gt happy tings happen as well as sad tings happen.. n now.. sum1's name is stuck on my mind.. not feel good bt try not to tink.. and about my JPSDS RESULT, i gt into AI instead of commands.. sad bt cant change the fact.. till here.. ta ta~

2009-06-18T00:50:00.003+08:00

wow!! juz got home for awhile lah~ celebrate karina's birthday ytd... (17/6) lolz... really had funn meeting up those people.. haha.. headed down to tampines aft UT, thn meet up with jessica, nic and glenn at pasta mania.. laugh alot lah.. wit my jokes and glenn around. aft dinner and cake, slack around at open plaza thn headed down to tam mart~ get some drinks thn walk to the playground bside nic's blk~ drink a glass of vodka and slack over thr for quite long lah.. and tis is for nic, cheer up lah.. dun keep thinking abt the prob coz it will juz hurt u more... try to relax and rest more.. ;) niwae juz get to complete my rj.. waitting for my hair to dry thn go slp liao.. nitex ppl.. hope to meet up wit u ppl soon.. ;D

2009-06-15T23:07:00.004+08:00

1st day of sch aft holi!!~ haha. erm.. let me tink and type what happen 2day.. freaking early morning, i surpose to wake up at 6am, bt my mom didnt wake me up coz i tink her alarm didnt ring, bt lucky my body clock still working.. woke up at 6.30+am n bathe n rush out liao.. as usual, 1st to reach E36H haha.. enjoy science module oso.. weiming didnt come, thn another female faci came.. haha.. her explaination is way better thn our prev faci lah~ i understand better 2day.. XD hope can get A for sci agn~ wahahahaha...class was dam funny 2day oso.. mayb is bcoz we haben met up for quite sometime, so daniel n fands was like.. scolding each other in their own language.. haha.. had a great laugh when thy scolding each other.. thn suddenly daniel was pissed off... thn he started toking dam fast!! faster thn kanna sia!!(thy r joking wit each other) oh oh!! 2day classroom condition sux.. no aircon, no wireless!! thn aft sch walk wit Rachel to meet her fren.. thn saw 3 of my cliques at the cafe so i leave rachel n tag wit my cliques... thn aft tt meet lesden n his frenz.. chitchatting abt sum random stuff and some racist joke~! haha.. thn thy accompany me for dinner at MAC!!! haha.. thx to lesden and mich~ thn father call n sae he is in woodlands so he fetch me back... so 1 day juz passed lyk tt~ haha.. time passed so fast sia! the next time i relised time fly so fast wld b my UT2 period!?!??! lolz.. till here lah.. nitex peeps.. :D

oh oh!! i 4gt 1 real important tin tt happen 2dae!! i tld the wrong person the wrong thing.. she noe wh is she.. XD

2009-06-14T21:44:00.003+08:00

back frm training~ wahahahaha!!! hmm.. 2dae was fun.. except for sum screw up shit~ hate those 2 guy! freaking dun understand chinese sia! n cant fuckin stand properly~! stupid nub shit! y do thy even come learn in the 1st place... Zzz.. watever! wh cares abt thm -.-'' any way.. tt cute gal wasnt thr for training eh.. sianz lah!!! haha but thn gt the "xiao ting dang" accompany me.. haha.. 3 yrs old only!! vry cute sia~ hyper active oso.. run around the whole place every time.. n he likes to crawl n he crawl dam fast!!! haha.. gonna learn "YING QUAN" liao.. woooh!! muz fite like an eagle.. :x LOL! and oso gt drama!! fighting stunt! luv it when it come to stunts OI!!! thn another 1 is staff spinning.. wa.. need come up wit different spinning trick n combine leh~! so hard n complicated can~ :\ aft all.. i still enjoy 2days training.. wahahahaha!!! n i slp during the break lah..didnt't train n teach my fren... :x insturctor was teasing me juz nw.. ): haha..till here bah..

btw dad,
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

hot and cold~

2009-06-13T23:12:00.003+08:00

hey ppl, i saw 11:11 agn... i was tld tt if any1 were to c the time n sumhw(not on purpose) its the same digit or double, it means sum1 special is tinking of u... izzit really true??hahaa~ 4get it.. i m juz stupid n silly... hmm... 2days weather was vry vry vry nice~!as in really vry nice~ woke up freaking early 2day, bcoz i need go back campus for scuba try out...on my way thr, sky was kinda grey.. wit abit of drizzling.. reach sch, the sexy hot sun show it "naked" body.. b4 i gt into the pool i was alrdy wet lah.. bt thn its still acptable.. coz i like warm~! aft the morning session, Elle, so call the only commited 1 in DIVE IG sae thr is 3more slot left for the aftnnon shift n ask if any1 still wanna dive.. haha.. i was the 1st dumb as too raise up my hand bcoz i noe that if i were to go home.. i m so gonna rot...so ya, i also complete the aftnoon shift de dive..thn went to had dinner n headed home... way back home, the weather was so freaking windy lah.. 1st the sun wanna show the she is "hot" thn the wind wanna show that he is "cool" haha.. had some joke abt dive.. ppl sae sucking the air frm the tube is like smoking shisha.. lol! thn some dirty joke which is nt really gd to b posted here.. haha.. really had fun 2days.. cant wait for aug to come soon~ feel so tired now.. gonna stop here liao bah.. brain is nt moving now.. :x

2009-06-12T21:42:00.024+08:00

nth much happen 2dae, n i dun really feel lyk postin.. bt thx to my fren, i gt the pic for popeyes garthering.. so posting all picx nw eh...

pose foloing wondergirl (YOO BIN)

gangster seh~!

guys posing time!~

we try to do a perfect pose bt fail quite alot of times...

FINALLY gt 2 OKAY !!

oh.. tis pose!! i remember i sat lyk tt when i was young!! same angle and pose!!!

down we go!!! ;)

okay!! now the main reson y i hate tking pic so much.. when i get so high i totally dunno wat the shit i m doin.. so fugly!! unglam sio!!!!!

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(guess i m trying to act cute bah.. :x )

CUI LAH!!!!

anyway thx for viewing.. go wash ur eyes if u need to bah.. ):

btw, 1 funny vid tt i found on9.. enjoy!

bye bye~

HOURS OF FUN~

2009-06-12T00:11:00.008+08:00

ELLO PEEPS!!! hehehx.. play paradise city for the whole aftnoon!! thn went to meet my fren SHIMIN at 6pm for dinner~ was walkin around TM to find a place to eat, wanted to go pastamania at 1st, bt thn i dun wanna spend too much on food today. so headed to T1 n search for food agn.. Suddenly, i had 2 places in mind, 1st is MAC 2nd is CARLS JR. haha.. too hard to choose so i decide to flip a coin lor!! result was MAC!!! bt thn.. aft getting the result i suddenly feel lyk goin to CARLS JR. HAHAHAHA!!!~ i noe!! contridicting... 1st i sae i dun wan spend so much on food, 2nd is flip a coin bt choose carls jr. LOL! so order sum food which cost $12.80 n started chatting abt my recent prob n her recent prob~ haha.. ofcoz!! wit my attitude, spam her wit all my lame joke n stuff.. n had fun tgt.. feel guilty lah!! she laugh till cannt finsh her meal.. :x niwae the burger vry cute de leh!! gt wear pampers.. :\ haha!! thn aft dinner walk her home lor.. her blk is juz a street away frm my blk.. haha!! although we only met for a few hrs, we sure hav lots of fun eh! haben really catch up for long long long long long long long time!!! n still gt alot to chat abt lor.. hopeing for the nxt meet up soon!! haha~ still cant 4get she sae i still look lyk ah beng~!!! XD

heres her burger in pampers!! wit the butt crack :x

didnt took pic of my burger bcoz "his" pampers is dirty by the sauce.. =p

sum picx we took b4 she went home.

yup!! tts the ah beng she is toking abt n her~ -.-''

btw, ppl wh noe me sae tt i hav change.. did i really change?? was it a gd change or a bad change?? how do i noe if i m goin on the rite path of life?? whr do we find the ans for WAT IS LIFE!! tru experience and phrase a ans sentence out or juz ask sum1 older abt life?? bt to wat i noe, i was a bastard back in those day.. ): feel guilty when i heard abt wat i hav done last time n didnt realised till now.. wanted to sae sry to tt person, bt will she acpt my appology aft so long?? will she still trust me?? feeling confused about life.. wat is the purpose of living?? to make frenz and get married and thn earn $$ n die?? or b a nice guy n make life more meaningful n help those in need?? wat if all the help u gav is not wat thy need?? totally lost!!! been trying to find a ans for life ever since back thn... till now, still no ans... 1 thing i noe is tt i will nve giv up~ btw frenz.. if u r reading tis, thx alot.. i nt sure if i make any sense in wat i type.. bt.. cant really show wat i hav in mind... all the tins r messed up n i m confused~

thank you for reading my nonsense.... :D

2009-06-11T13:35:00.003+08:00

BACK PPL! haha.. Feel so much better 2day :D Ohya! ytd 4gt to sae tt i watch Friday the 13th!! the latest movie... HAHA~ tt movie is quite GROSS, full of blood~ n guess wat!! i was stupid enough to eat my dinner and watch at the same time.. ALMOST CHOCKED eh.. haha.. bt thn every time when "jason" coming out i will juz hold my spoon in mid air and start staring at the screen.. haha..!! and oso, every time i watch gore movie i will start laughing, so different frm the rest eh~ hmm lata goin to have dinner wit a fren in TPSS so will b back lata.. bye bye~

2009-06-11T00:09:00.003+08:00

Eh! kinda late to post liao leh.. :x hmm lets tok abt ytd, coz its aft 12 liao.. -.- woke up, kinda moody, dunno y. every little things pissed me off!! mayb i m juz too hungry! :\ so ppl out thr!! when i m hungry, plz b nice!! =p haha.. nw feeling betta liao lah.. n i seriously dunno y i gt my mother as my mother!! nt giving her children food to eat is caring?? the fact that i eat alot is a wrong thing to do meh?? WTF!! i noe that we r nt rich! do not have enough $$ for everything, bt thn WE still NEED FOOD!!! wat is wrong wit her!! arghh!! watever lah.. she wanna giv me tis attitude thn so b it!! TIS is the PROB tt make me hate my home!! i hate staying at home n i hate going home early!! arghh! how i wish i gt a part time job now!!! bt thn.. its not a good time to find a job nw lah..no freaking time for interview. n i m still waiting for the contract!!! :X MONEY IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL!!! haiiz.. nvm.. the nxt sunrise, things will turn out differently.. and i hope it will turn for the better.. ;D blasting myself wit all the pop n rock music now!! it works to cheer me up oi!! =p

post agn lata bah.. bye peeps.. Y ^_^ Y

2009-06-09T22:15:00.009+08:00

YEAH!! internet is back!! now i can post liao! :x 2day is freaking hot n boring!! stay at home this early aftnoon, chat wit suchen n play burnout paradise(tt new game i was tokin abt) lolz.. goin to complete soon lah.. :\ thn FINALLY gt the mood to cut my hair! aft 4+mths!! the last time i cut was during CNY lah..so not use to short hair nw, bt thn i like it!! head feel so light nw.. WOOH~ luving it.. :\ oh ya, juz added wingyan on msn.. haha! didnt really tok much wit her tt day when we went out lah.. :x.. thn nw found out tt we both alike tinking for sum tins.. izzit? @.@ haha.. hmm.. wondering when is the nxt outing!! time is running out LAH!! sch starting nxt week!!! i wanna enjoy more!! WHR IS MY CHICKEN RICE!?!?! ops.. tts kinda random... XD

some random fotos of my SHORT HAIR!

hmm.. dunno y i still feel freaking unglam abt myself lah..!! gt vry low self-esteem sia..

niwae, till here liao lah.. nitex ppl :D

2009-06-08T23:08:00.003+08:00

WOOH!!! TODAY IS WHAT I CALL FUN!! haha~ my body clock is nt working 2day!! SWEE man!! mayb coz ytd was a tired n busy day for me bah.. XD woke up, skip breakfast as usual! play some games, bathe! thn went out~ actually i was gonna meet clique 16 at 3pm at the airport 2day, bt i gt a last min call frm chris to meet at T1 to send miss kaur(my SSG tcher during my secondary sch) off for further studies.. so fast chiong n reach thr around 1+pm.. haha.. saw most of my ex-classmate which i nve meet thm for a long long long long time! n oso 2 old buddy, brandon n daryl! haha.. aft sending miss kaur, folo my ex-classmates to hav lunch. i juz sat thr coz i waiting for my clique mah.. haha.. popeyes OI!! lolz~ met my clique liao oso went to hav popeyes!!! almost cannt finish lah.. coz i freaking up size my 3pcs chicken combo! aft lunch/dinner, we walk around T3 thn sat down to slack and hav some weird game!! haha.. i sux in the police n murderer game!! bt only at 1st okay!! coz i m a newbie.. :x.. haha!! totally hav fun 2dae lah!! took some pic b4 we went home too.. haha.. i feel so much happier aft hanging out wit thm!! thy r COOL, HOT, N THY ROX!!! ;) OH YA!!! n for some of my frenz out thr!!! if u dunno i bcame single agn, i m telling u NOW!!! I AM SINGLE. AVALIABLE. READY TO MINGLE~ XD will upload picx on my nxt post bah!! cant wait for the nxt outing wit clique 16 agn!! :D

btw, dunno y i m tinkin of tt cute gal smile! :x

2009-06-08T00:09:00.004+08:00

BACK!! lolz.. saw the time was 11:11 when i log on to my lappy.. haha.. As usual lah, went training tis morning. wasnt really in a gd mood 2dae, until sum 1 make me laugh!!! haha.. coz we were trainin wit weapon!! thn suddenly she giv a funny impression.. thn i started laughing lyk mad!! thn thr was another cute gal.. haha!! she oso make me smile.. bt i dunno hw she did it.. :\

aft training, went home bathe.. skip lunch.. :x thn meet nic n walton at far east. coz the rest were watching a movie.. aft their movie, met them at orchard mrt!! thn we went MARINA BARRAGE!!! lolz.. it was kinda bored thr lah.. bt thn it nice!! smell of the sea, beautiful sunset, n the ball we play!! haha.. juz an advise, if u r goin thr.. bring a KITE!! its fun!! aft tt, when city hall the MAKANSUTRA. had dinner wit Wei Hao, Walton, Jessica, Karina, Jie Hao, Jue Hao. haha... DAM FUN HANGING OUT WIT THM!! aft tt head to bugis street wit walton, jie n jue n wei. thy wanna get sum pants.. aft bugis street jiu went home liao.. =) i m tired liao lah!!! blog agn soon.. nitex peeps...

2009-06-07T01:12:00.004+08:00

S-UP PEEPS! haha!! let me put in point form for wat i hav done 2day k?? XD

ate maggie mee for lunch.

when play basket ball frm 12+pm to 4pm wit bro n his fren(gt blister on my foot!!)

bathe n meet E36H at newton mrt

when newton circus for dinner(food expensive sia!)

walk to novena slack

sat at TCC n play true or dare!!(2 true 1 dare at least)

went park n tok abt ghost stories n sum religion stuff..(bloody spooky)

home sweet home~

haha.. i tink tt was wat i did 2dae lah.. really dam shiok aft playing Bball lah!! long tym nve play liao!! wooooh~ juz luv sports sia.. feel so relaxing!!! meet class for dinner was kinda fun (: haha.. my 1st outing wit thm.. lolz! n oso.. the part for true or dare!!! gross sia.. let me type out the dare each of us had!!

Rachel: tell the waitress at TCC tt she is pretty
Kcarol: kiss rachel tongue to tongue bt end up only lip
Umar: lip the ash n swallow it
Fands: lip the whip cream from the table
Ila: kiss evey1 play the game
Daniel: SWALLOW ALL OUR SALIVA!!!!(cant believe he actually did tt)
as for Me: chew n swallow a mint leaf wit ash!! tt feeling sux!!

haha.. bt we really had a lot of fun. n oso we play the memory game.. dam cool can!! n it was my idea!! haha.. every 1 laugh lyk siao... (: i tink post till here bah.. sumtin caught up!! argh!!! will upload picx another time.. bye bye.. :D

2009-06-06T10:14:00.002+08:00

GOOD MORNING!!! haha.. freaking sun.. so hot sia.. niwae ppl, i deleted ytd last post le for those who saw it.. u will noe wat i mean.. for those who nve saw it, dun need to bother.. =D haha.. every one who told me it not worth it to cry for her.. haaha!!! i understand liao!!! TOTALLY NOT WORTH IT LOR!!!! ;) her name has been earse frm my life!!! n its gonna b deleted FOREVER~ not gonna sae wat happen, n i wun care nimore, coz i can still live witout her.. (: i gt my life n she gt her life.. so y shd i care rite?!?!?! hmm.. n oso 1 week of my holi gonna pass liao.. i still haben had enough fun.. ): ANY KIND SOUL WANNA BRIN ME OUT??? HAHA!! =p

gonna b back at nite to post wat happen for dinner wit my class lata. ;) tkcare peeps!! :D

2009-06-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. back to blog agn. Well, nth intresting really happen lah.. juz tt I stare at my fone waiting for a no. 9111**** to call bt at the back of my head I noe my fone wun ring.. feel kinda retard!! Bt thn.. tts wat I do when I m bored, day dreaming is my part time job! Oh.. thn I oso drink a can of tiger juz now. It helps me relax my mind.. only 1 can of drink, wun get drunk hor!! N moderate drinking is healthy okay!! Stare out of the window daydreaming for the rest of my day, on9 chat n listen to songs lor. Had CHICKEN RICE for lunch n juz finsh MACSPICY for dinner not long.. haha.. feel so happy!! Both can consider my fav food lah. ;) bt I skip breakfast tis morning :\ I didn’t wake up late, juz no mood to eat.. haha! tmr gonna have dinner wit most of the E36H ppl.. bt morning I gt nth to do eh!! Shit lah!! Hope my body clock dun ring me up so early tmr!!! Once wake up jiu cannt slp liao.. MISS SCH LAH!!! At least go sch gt tins to do.. wun so bored~ ! n I think I missed doin RJ :x haha.. tts y I keep blogging tis few days.. wan self entertainment lah! Haha.. guess shd end my boring story here.. thx for viewing lor.. =)

*早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存
要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等
;)

2009-06-05T14:08:00.008+08:00

WAT A BORING FRI!!! haha.. meeting wit nic gt cancel, coz no ppl free to meet.. gonna rot 2dae liao.. haha.. here are some of the pic we took ytd.. enjoy yo!

HAHA!! look at the last pic!! a lady face wit a "long" thing which says "it'll blow".. haha.. below it says SEVEN INCHER!!! haha.. dun think dirty lah.. juz a burger!! XD hmm.. i hate staying at home, it will make me think of my screw up life!! dam it.. i SPIT on my life!!! lolz.. but thn i cant do anytin to change it lah! shit happens once in awhile. Thats LIFE!?!?! like most ppl, tots r running tru their mind, so is mine!! daydreaming abt wat if those tins nve happen at all.. if i didnt went in the class. nve bang into her. nve giv my msn. nve care abt it at all..? haha.. back to realilty lah.. alrdy past liao.. juz gonna make sure it wun happen nxt tym. gonna love my family, myself, my frenz!! WOOOOOH~! haha.. niwae, addicted to a few songs nw. 1st is The Climb - Miley cyrus, 2nd is 好爱她好想他 - 7朵花+183Club, 3rd is Wait For You - Elliott Yamin. it doesnt mean anytin, i juz find the song nice bcoz of their lyrics.. ;) i know i will get over the prob soon! i alrdy survive 2 days witout texting/chatting wit her.. HAHAHA!! it a achievement okay!~ (:

till here bah.. if sumtin intresting happen lata thn i come blog agn at nite.. hasta la vista~

2009-06-05T00:44:00.002+08:00

back to blog ppl!! haha.. btw.. nw is 5th june liao hor~ cannt blame lah.. tk MRT from celementi.. okay wait.. i shd start from the tym i went out.. hmm.. meet lesden n frenz at paragon tis aftnoon, thn shop around thr to wait for xin er's fren... erm.. trying to recall her name.. :x
hmm.. oh ya!!! her name is wingyan~ lolz.. okay.. ya.. thn when to coffee club n slack.. chat abt funny stuff.. thn abt "KR".. haha!! slack for 1hr+ or more.. thn paul went shopin for his beanie.. thn we head down to cineplex to had a early dinner. KFC!! lolz.. so sat thr for lyk.. erm.. quite long lah.. coz we planning whr to go nxt.. thn wingyan wanted to shop at far east.. so we accompany her lor.. shop shop shop... thn lesden didnt ate juz now.. so we plan to go HOLLAND to eat laksa...!! shiok sia.. haha.. niwae.. lesden ate alot of prawn.. n its nt fully cook!! haha.. he even finish my portion lah.. total 6 uncook prawn!! lolz.. took afew fotos.. thn jiu head home liao.. overall, it was a fun dae lah!! bcoz gt lesden n paul around.. haha.. thy always joke! haha!!

2009-06-04T11:32:00.006+08:00

GOSH!! my body clock still working during the holidays.. no matter how late i slp, i will still wake up around 5.30+ to 6... aft waking up, i gt nth to do so i stare out the window n start daydreaming.. lolz.. alrdy start doin tt for past few days liao.. niwae, ytd was play my new game till 3+am lah.. :x.. juz cant slp.. haha~ stop here 1st ah.. lata at nite thn post agn.. cya!

对不起，
我只想要多一次的机会来证明我有多爱你，可是我怕我又会让你失望。
所以我选择了放弃，不在等了。

ADVANTURE!!! LOL~

2009-06-03T23:23:00.003+08:00

back home liao.. haha.. had fun laughing at tins tt had happen 2dae, lolz.. "the smell of advanture" HAHA!! lolz.. an inside joke which is kinda racist lah... went out in the aftnoon.. thn had lunch at bugis.. abt tt lunch mah.. had a raw egg on my "hor fun" lolz.. another name for it is. "moon light river" hahahahaha...thn tk a walk at bugis streets n iluma, thn head back to jue's hus.. chat abt some tins n play L4D.. haha.. funn lah.. coz i updated the version.. and oso install a new game in lappy liao.. WOOOH~! goin home tt tym, we laugh abt the "smell of advanture" agn.. haha.. dam stupid lah!! lolz.. n oso, i tink tt my gastric is getting worse.. bcoz i can feel it... lets hope it wun get till the cancer stage bah.. (:

its the different perception that we had on different things which brought us to where we are now.. i finally understand le..

BRAIN REFORMATTED~

2009-06-03T09:47:00.004+08:00

yo! morning ppl, haha.. ytd nite was better. ofcoz i still gt tink abt her lah.. bt thn nt so much le. gonna let it go... haha.. i luv her n wan her to b happy mah, bt if i tie her thn she will nt b happy.. lolz.. :x niwae goin out soon liao lah.. meeting jue hao. gonna have fun 2dae man!!~ muz enjoy the holis!! MUHAHAHA!~

CALLING FOR ALL 5N1!

FRI ANY1 FREE??

ME N NIC MEETING UP.. IF FREE JUZ TAG UR NAME HERE~

WILL MSG U THE TYM N PLACE TO MEET AGN ;)

he saw a exit to "family,frenz & fun" on the "love highway", n tld himself nt to b on tis highway anymore.. nt until the time comes (: bcoz end of the "highway" is nt happiness or hell.. its "pain" which is worse thn hell!!! ;)

2009-06-02T18:13:00.003+08:00

WOOH~ cant get any beta thn tis.. so freaking true..

Virgo: A fresh start is in order this week! A new plan will make things work for everyone. .

haha..

i noe wats the new plan eh..

wanna noe?? haha..

hmm.. abt the other 1 mah.. i nt sure abt it..

Cancer: A disastrous situation will turn humorous if you're all able to see the light side. Laugh it off. .

haha.. niwae, i will stop tinking abt it le.. thx lesden..

i alrdy get wat i wan. juz hear her voice for the last tym..

its enough.. =D

PEACE OR PURE LONELINESS?!?!?!

2009-06-02T13:05:00.004+08:00

juz get back frm campus, thn sumhw feel lyk bloggin... ytd was a freaking screw up nite for me.. feels terrible lah!! having love sick, gastric, and headache at the same tym!!!! almost commit suicide can!!! slp awhile liao thn go bathe n prepare go sch... lolz.. thn every tins goes blah blah blah till end of workshop... i went to get a prata sausage bcoz tts was the last tins me n her ate tgt for fri lunch. thn walk to inter change.. i didnt took 168, instead, i took 969.. sat at the very same spot when i send her home for the past few tym.. stare at the seat n was tinking abt all the happy moment agn when i m wit her. imagine she was biside me leaning on my shoulder.. thn eyes suddenly gt watery.. i tld myself i cannt cry.. coz i m nt sad when i m wit her.. pplz wh r reading tis n wanna scold me juz do it okay.. sae i m stupid or dumb or silly.. i wun mind. silly is my 2nd name she gav me anyway.. juz realised i gonna spend my 2weeks holi being love sick.. haiiz... oh ya.. frenz out thr.. if u find me irritating bcoz i keep posting abt her.. i suggest u tk a break from visiting my blog.. i need sum tym to geet over tis prob.. sry~

To Dear, i nt sure if u will get to c all my post recently mah.. n oso the msg i send to u tis early morning.. bt 1 tin i wan u to noe is tt u tld me u wan a break for a moment.. so i tk it as we still hav chance to b tgt.. if u seriously tink thr is no point to continue.. juz tell me face to face or on fone.. i juz wanna hear ur voice for the last tym.. ily(:

2009-06-02T00:34:00.003+08:00

ello~ haiiz.. actually i post nw is bcoz of a simple reason. i gt no mood to joke, so i will juz tell u ppl straight. Dear leave me liao. kinda speechless rite now, but thn.. i juz wanna sae i really enjoyed being wit her alot. n i m sorry for nt giving u enough space. i wun blame u for ur decision, coz i oso wan u to b happy. i noe its juz a 1week relation, bt thn during tis 1week, i enjoy most was the part tt i walk u home a couple of times. tt is when i really felt ur love i guess... and i tot that tmr we will b meeting, saw ur blog juz nw.. u alrdy had the intention to avoid me n meet wit ur frenz long ago bah.. juz lyk Sunday if i m nt rong rite.. now, i can only wish, hope, pray, that u will change ur mindset and come back to ur "Ex"-ShaGua. i noe u didnt help me ask abt wed(outing), haha.. and ya.. i oso found out afew tins i shdn't noe.. hmm.. n oso enjoy urself in wat u wanna do bah, bt remember to tkcare. u will nve b replace ;) ily.

*he lost his way back to his old self. wonder will she come back to guide him forever and always?

2009-06-01T19:15:00.002+08:00

back for new post!! same feeling okay! dam bored.. rotting at home lyk a wooden block.. dunno wat to do, dunno hw to get rid of tt feeling.hmm oh ya.. THANK YOU SHIMIN!~ lolz.. haha.. she wan me to post it here coz she helped me.. haha.. hmm.. feeling abit no mood 2dae. oso dunno y, bt thn looking forward to meet Dear tmr.. hope the meeting wun b cancel!!! praying hard~ still trying to change myself for her =) hope i can make it real soon. Btw, Nic!! dun b so sad liao lah.. i totally understand hw u feel rite nw.. concentrate on ur test 1st thn go sort tins out wit him lor.. =) n hope we can meet up soon.. wit the rest ;) till here le.. hasta la vista!

2009-05-31T16:03:00.002+08:00

Dear, i m really sry.. didn't wan tis relation to b so stressful, bt mayb is the phobia i had tt cause all tis prob. i really afriad tt u will leave me nw.. SRY!! please forgive me for hurtin u tis way. i will try to giv u some breathing space frm nw on bah.. still learning to trust u.. i will promise to change for the better. love u lots~

2009-05-30T22:08:00.007+08:00

WTF DAY SIA!! hmm.. actually 2dae is my youngest bro bdae, bt thn didnt really celebrate lah, went out have dinner only. For me leh, i m rotting at home whole day lah!! if rotting can die early i dun mind, bt rottin cant die early!!! freaking weekends~ soon it will b a "tradition" for me to rot at home on sat and sun liao lah.. Dear went out with her frenz today, so i didn't meet her. promise her fren Mich tt she can "borrow" her frm me on sat le, so i didnt stop her for going home late.. trying to stay awake n waiting for her to call me when she reach home.. and past few days was freakking busy studying for UT.. hope i can get full marks for science >.< N screw the UT client~ need to retake 1 of the UT lah.. bloody programme(poke u ah!) HAHA~ lolz -.- niwae my 2weeks holi day start le. FRENZ OUT THR!!! jio me out =)

*forever and always
did you really mean it baby?
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Now the hardest thing to do is to say
"Bye bye" =(

IMY LOTS

2009-05-28T12:26:00.003+08:00

haiiz.. enterprise... y nw the faci for tis module nve joke liao.. y gettin so serious liao.. totally no mood sia.. feel lyk scolding and swearing sia! argh!!! and oso, ... ... haiiz.. i dunno y i feel lyk tt.. mayb i m too sensitive bah, i juz cant stop gettin jealous over vry vry vry small tinggy. sry~ bt i wun regret, bcoz i made my choice on tt day liao. i juz hope tt u can b more understanding.. sry for being too demanding.~ i m seriously sorry...~

2009-05-26T12:25:00.003+08:00

hmm~ nw i m in sch lah.. freaking sianz lor.. COG module, thn lata gt MATHS UT.. feel lyk dying!! OhYA.. lata still gt donate blood tinggy.. thn had to skip meals.. hope no gastric ahhh if nt really really really gonna die soon.. wannted to post my sianz face here. bt thn webby wit my love ah..so cannt tk pic = cannt post pic..

*all i wan is juz a stable relationship, juz wan u to b understanding and luving. =)
24/5 09:09pm ~love~

2009-05-24T14:37:00.005+08:00

Personal rj tym.. ytd when out wit her, haha.. dam funny lah.. she sae she fat, bt thn she cannt even finish a O.R fillet burger meal frm KFC.. hw to b fat! at least i eat ZINGER!! so call up size of O.R fillet to her.. lolz.. :x thn went to watch "nite at the museum 2" the show was funny.. bt!! cannt laugh.. coz of gastric! sadd sia~ thn when to north point timezone.. ( tis is whr fun come in ) 1st we play... erm.... the punching bag tinngy.. my scored was.. 8000+, thn 2nd tym i let her punch.. wanna guess wats her score?? XD haha... a secret lah, cannt sae... thn aft tt play basketball.. my scored 31! thn hers is... 13!!! lolz.. totally opposite lor... thn aft tt race wit her.. lolz.. i lose sia. coz tt machine sux.. nt sensitive in the turning part.. thn the gear gt sharp pokky tin cut my finger.. lolz!! bt nvm lah.. she happy can le.. haha.. cannt b i win all the tym.. if nt nt fun mah.. :\ thn walk her hm.. under her block gt sum "argument" haha.. in the end she tell me sumtin.. haha.. my intuition was rite.. ;) hope every dae can b so fun lah.. shall post agn soon.. ta ta~!

2009-05-23T08:53:00.006+08:00

SRY PPL.. ytd wanted to post de.. bt thn lazy on my lappy bcoz she still nt home yet.. so rest on bed n start tinkin of her. but thn, dunno y tink tink tink thn end up in dreamland liao.. @.@ sry for letting u wait.. couldn't reply ur msg coz i m slpin le..
oh ya.. ytd in class dam fun lah... was slacking tru out lesson, n i commited a lot of SIN sia.. dunno y i was scoldin alot of rubbish.. mayb bcoz of tt faci :\ (nt racist hor! juz tt she sux in teaching)

*aft c-ing her so close to another guy, he totally dunno wat to sae to her.
he dun mind bringing her to the SG flyer, bt nw is nt the tym, becoz he feels tt he is nt her type.

2009-05-21T21:19:00.004+08:00

2dae i a bad dae for me seh! 1st, gonna buang todays module!! my brains were off during class sia.. thn cannt tink well! had gastric the whole aftnoon till nw.. still nt feeling well sia. thn vomited in sch! (my health is getting worse) and my slipper spoil! freaking day sia..

ENOUGH OF THE BAD THINGS! haha.. bcoz my brain is off during class, find "her" to accompany me.. =) she vry cute de okay!! hehex.. thn realised my web cam dun lyk me lor! always lag n show my unglam post.. wtf lah.. her frenz were oso laughin at me.. :\ thn when donate blood.. meet weirdo ppl thr sia.. dun wanna tok abt it liao.. nw waiting for sum1 to on9.. "SMILE!" =)

2009-05-20T23:11:00.004+08:00

YO ppl! sry for the "lag".. hmm.. dun wanna sae abt the past few daes, because afew unpleasant tins happened. LETS TOK ABT TODAY! had maths.. hmm.. can sae i did quite well for today's prob lah.. coz most of the work is i do de.. thn had UT for 2dae.. feel dam stress can!! had my braincells killed during maths thn tk UT.. crap sia.. lucky i manage to finish all qes.. ^^ SUMTIN cool ahppen 2dae too.. one of my classmate tld me her fren wanna noe me.. haha.. lyk so weird to hear tt okay! thn add her on msn thn web cam awhile juz to noe her.. haha~ frm webcam she look kinda cute lah.. bt she tld me nt to trust webcam.. -.- haha.. shall end my wed here.. sick of maths!!! =D

2009-05-16T22:00:00.008+08:00

HAIIZ~ feeling dam bored sia.. spend another sat at home doing NTH!!! cant believe i wasted part of my life JUZ lyk tt!! =( well.. tis aftnoon chat wit my ex, glad tt she is doing fine =D i juz hope tt the foloing sat wun b another day for me to stay at hm and rot lah! FRENZ OUT THR!! ASK ME OUT!! STRANGER OSO NVM!!! lolz.. oh ya! its been a long tym since i last touch my PSP, juz nw charge tt tin thn found out gt abit prob eh.. its either the batt or the charger gt prob lor.. =( haiiz... thn oso wild wild wet call me to go for training on 20th may!! i gt UT on tt day lah.. had to giv up on tt job liao.. haiyo! i need $$ leh.. feel so poor lah.. gt alot of tins need to buy. haiiz~ shall end my BORING sat here..

every time when i get bored,
my mind will just start to think about you.
i feel really stupid because i still can't get over you after so long,
i just don't know why i feel jealous when i heard that a guy ask you for stead.
i am not sure if this is love,
but i told myself it's impossible for us to be together again,
because i can't forget that u msged someone behine my back.
maybe i got the whole thing wrong, but it's just to late to explain anymore.
all the best in whatever you do... Takecare~

2009-05-15T22:15:00.009+08:00

LOLZ!! had a gd laughing session juz now eh.. haha~ ytd had a sec sch class gathering, kinda hav a mix feeling, most of thm hav change, which mks me feel tt i dun even noe thm, bt sum hw still missed those old daes we had 2gether. hmm.. btw person wh change most i tink was NIC.. my alien fren.. XD last tym seldom hear her sae the fuck word lor, ytd.. i tink i heard more thn 10 tym. tsk tsk tsk... 2dae, hang out wit some of my "16" ^^ had a fun-ny evening.. and more, we tok abt sex.. at an open public place!!! haha.. pity suchen, she got bully lyk siao.. she almost cry.. haha.. and for diana, dun emo liao lah.. ^^ juz pretend thy r nt tokin abt u.. and u still have us "16" mah.. hope those laughing crap make u feel beta.. =D

2009-05-13T23:52:00.003+08:00

HMM.. hw long i nve update liao ah?? remember tt TUE was REALLY A BAD DAY for me, that module was difficult lah, had a lot of tins i wanned to comment on but thn aft a slp jiu 4get liao -.- 2dae had maths, sumtin funny happen to me... i noe that my fasi is speaking simple eng okay!! bt becoz of " MATHS" i dun understand her freaking simple eng... was laughin at myself in class lah -.- bt niwae, I SWEAR I HATE MATHS FOR LIFE!! too complicated for my pure innocent mind to UNDERSTAND!!! lolz =D

2009-05-11T22:10:00.007+08:00

LOLZ!! MON!!! BAD START!!! had a busy mon tis week lah! when to sch early morning, reach my class at 7.45am, too bored so i took the stairs up okay!! thn gotta leave at 11.30am coz of a PHYSCOMETRIC TEST at CMPB. note the difference okay, fri is PHYSCOMOTOR, 2dae is PHYSCOMETRIC TEST. difference is tt "motor" is physical test, "metric" is theory. SO IT MEANS tt i had my IQ test 2dae. well.. can sae its nt so difficult, bt! oso nt so easy.. :\ lolz.. aft test is 4pm liao.. took the test for 2 1/2 hrs sia.. went home aft tt.. FEEL SO SIANZzz lor, cant meet up wit frenz aft sch!! tam to woodlands.. WALAO!!! i WISH i noe hw to drive n OWN a car lah!! nvm.. juz to cheer myself up.. "thr is still tmr" lolz.. =D BTW!!! THX YVONNE FOR MAKING IT SO FREAKING OBVIOUS!!! -. - till here..

2009-05-10T22:18:00.004+08:00

Hmm.. 1st!! happy mother's day to all mothers. gotta skip sch on fri coz of the interview for commandos selection. Did the physco motor test, i dunno y thy wan us to do coz i feel tt it a waste of tym, thn gt physical test, did 56 sit ups in a mins, SBJ 240cm, 10 pull ups in 30 sec, 34 push ups in a min, bt 6 was nt counted coz my ass did nt "moved" lolz.. aft tt thn interview.. aft interveiw stay at home for the whole day lah... feel dam bored sia~ nth happen on sat, juz tt i spend another day of my life doin nth at hm! and today.. sun.. as usual, gt class in the morning, thn...STAY AT HOME AGAIN!!!!!! lolz.. tmr mon had to go sch, bt only for half day bcoz i had to go CMPB by 1pm...do a test for IQ i tink.. gd luck for me man!! hope i nt as blur as sotong..

2009-05-07T22:31:00.005+08:00

SRY!! didnt noe wat to update recently, sch is getting busy as weeks past... haiiz~ niwae, 2dae when for floorball try out... the "beep" test gt lvl 9.1, sit ups, in 1 min 60.. = 1 sec 1 sit up. hope can do betta nxt tym.okay.. the reason y i come post 2dae is actually for afew tins. i dunno y aft 3mths+ i m still tinkin of u, i nt sure if u will read till tis post mah bt i will juz continue. when i m alone, i still tink of the daes we used to b tgt, still tinkin of wat will happen if tins didnt end up tis way. when will i get over u?? till nw i m still single.. bcoz i still remember tt i made a promise to u. nt sure when i will break the promise, bt i noe it wun b so soon. another tins tts is bothering me is tt i feel so lonely in poly.. do nt hav much frenz, only afew frm class 16. bt nt sure hw long tis frenzship will last, however, i will try my best to mk tis frenzship last, bcoz "Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life". nxt tins coming up is for the person i had a crush on the other tym, its hard for me to treat u lyk a fren bcoz i feel "weird" tokin to u face to face aft u "gave me a balloon n pop it in my face". nt sure if u get to read tis bt nvm if u dun. i noe u still treat me as a fren, n i still treat u as a fren too, juz tt i feel awkward when i c u.

2009-05-02T00:04:00.004+08:00

Hmm.. had a boring morning, thn went out to meet diana and rafiq at 6pm. Diana's frenz was thr n she tag along, same comment was given when ppl 1st saw me... my 1st impression i gave to ppl is i m a ah beng?!?!?! lolz.. nvm.. i noe i m nt 1. i m freindly okay!.. haha~ had dinner at compasspoint thn slack thr till 9+pm. Run to bus stop and juz nice my bus was thr, thn home sweet home liao lor.

sumtym i juz wish tt i m nt wh i m nw.

its hard to b myself tis few daes,

wat has happen to the old me?

nve felt tis way b4.

its a mix feeling of in love,lonliness, anger, and disappointment.

does true frenz really exist?

even if it dun, i will still cherish wat i hav nw.

but nt those which cant b mention~

2009-04-29T21:00:00.005+08:00

LoLz.. sry ppl, tis few daes dam tired!! sun went out wit frenz playing pool.. haha.. enjoy myself when i m wit thm.. ^^ mon fasi didnt come lor!! but still, i hate tt freaking module. AND GT 1 OUTCAST IN MY CLASS ON MON lah!!!! shdnt sae much abt tt person.. coz i dun really lyk her.. -.- thn ytd went to look at IG. I sign up for DIVING, WAKEBORDING, FLOORBALL. thn had dinner wit frenz agn!! hehex... still enjoying the freedom of being single eh.. >.< any galz wanna tie me down.. :\ hahaa... juz jking.. too tired n busy for BGR rite nw.. =) 2dae module was sucky!!! MATHS!?!?!?! WORK ON SHIT(worksheet) lor!! arghh.. but niwae, its over.. so heck care lah =D anytin wanna sae juz tag me yo! nitex nitex.. zzZ!!!

2009-04-24T22:44:00.002+08:00

WOOO!~ TGIF MAN... i survive my 1st week in poly!!! well, most of my classmates r fun, bt for 2 of thm.... THY SUX!! tink highly of thmself.. PUI!!! lick my boots u 2.. dunno hw to explain wanna explain.. mk me confuse.. mouth full of SHIT!! oh ya.. mon module vry difficult sia.. fasi so demanding.. gt a Cgrade for the 1st dae of sch.. dam demoralising can?!?!? till here.. 16 OI!!! >.<

2009-04-19T23:09:00.002+08:00

Went out for a movie "17again" wit class 16 2dae, SuChen cried aft watching lor! wahaha... pity those wh cant make it, played pool tgt n went hm le.

Ytd went back TPSS coz of carnival dae. thn had lunch wit my fren at T1. Had a funny lunch at tt tym. laugh till i cant finish my burger.. n hope herh kai n shi li can solve their prob soon.. all the best!! =D

2009-04-17T22:24:00.002+08:00

WATZ UP PPL!! had FOC camp frm 15 to 17, i m in SAS class 16!! meet dam cool frenz thr!! SL too!! 1st 2 daes was boring.. bt 3rd dae was juz awesome!! SAS won the cup!! haha.. nw waitin for frenz send me pics.. tata~

2009-04-12T19:51:00.002+08:00

Ello, 2dae wake up quite early bah, had to go for grading. Erm, for those wondering wats grading, its my martial art "test". Frm Green blet promoted to Yellow le, i skip the 2 Yellow tip lor. =D Thn aft grading when to visit my great- grand parent "shao mu". Came back hm n slp till nw, oso dunno y 2dae so tired. zzZ...

gtg liao lah.. feel lyk slping agn.. =.=

2009-04-11T22:59:00.004+08:00

Ello ppl!! Juz gt hm nt long, bathe hao le so come post lor. Past few daes nth to tok abt, juz stay at hm play L4D,dam boring de lor. 2dae when out in the morning, meet my fren at TM coz he gettin a present for his GF. Reach TM waiting for my fren tt tym saw prestela n her frenz. Walk around TM hunting for a suitable gift... =.= Tot it wld tk long to hunt bt thn we took less thn a hr lor. Lucky i no GF if nt i oso need go hunting for gift liao. Meet my classmate at VIVO thn went to sentosa beach. Swim for awhile thn rain visit us liao. Head back to VIVO had dinner n slack thr. Brought a bottle of beer n vodka, enjoy the night view n listen to Chris playing his guitar. Anyway 2dae really had fun wit my classmate! Had alot of laughing whole aftnoon :D Tmr had grading liao... All the best for me~ will upload pic another dae.. paiseh ah.. >.<

Although i win, i m still nt happy...

2009-04-04T22:00:00.011+08:00

HEY!! 2dae is the competition date!! Wake up quite early tis morning, coz dam nervous abt the competition. Reach NUS around 11.30, had subway for lunch. Ate quickly n rush to the meetin point thn i realised still dam freakin early!!!!~ Get change liao thn do some simple warm up, juz abit more jiu can do perfect split liao. ^^ Started wit the opening ceremony, i was performing.. bt gt abit screw up coz gt 1 partner late, no time rehersal. Thn soon jiu my turn to fite liao. While fitein tot i wld lose de, bt keep tellin myself cannt lose. Bcoz one of my sch fren thr, lose liao dam paiseh. Thn in the end, guess wat!! I... ... Haiiz... ... I won!!! XD Aft tt is c my buddies fite n perform, cheer for thm, i was the loudest >.<

I m the 1 in RED!!

N here is my GOLD medal !!!~

till here liao.. Bye all^^

HAIIZ~!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-03T22:18:00.002+08:00

Ytd nth to write so didn't post le.. 2dae, nth much oso.. Juz tt i went to her blog agn. saw wat she wrote.. dunno y gt tis feelin vry hard to explain.. Is tt jealousy??? dunno lah.. cant care too much.. Tmr gt competition le. Hope i can win, hope HQ win too!! Aimin a gold medal lor.. Aft so many trainin, dun wan my effort go to waste.. Had 5 char shew bao for dinner leh!!!!! Almost vomit aft the last bao lor.. All the best for tmr~

2009-04-01T22:37:00.000+08:00

YO! 2dae nth much lah.. Recieved a msg frm my X-form tcher saein tt i cant get my gold award for CCA durin speech dae liao.. Thn meet my frenz go sch tk SGC!! Saw Xiao Lao Shi, chat wit her for awhile thn eat at TPSS sch canteen. Tcher TREAT leh!!!! Wat a nice tcher. ^^ thn went to east point walk for awhile liao jiu go Karina hus... Stay thr play "STEPS" coz i dun play cabal.. lolz! Had Pizza Hut for dinner at her hus thn go hm liao... On my way hm, alot of tins came to my mind.. dun feel lyk writin down~ :\ a boring APRIL FOOL'S DAE... =.=

After 2 years!!

2009-03-31T23:22:00.000+08:00

Finally! i left my blog for 2 years.. just finish updating... =.=