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Sunday, May 31, 2009
Dear, i m really sry.. didn't wan tis relation to b so stressful, bt mayb is the phobia i had tt cause all tis prob. i really afriad tt u will leave me nw.. SRY!! please forgive me for hurtin u tis way. i will try to giv u some breathing space frm nw on bah.. still learning to trust u.. i will promise to change for the better. love u lots~
Saturday, May 30, 2009
WTF DAY SIA!! hmm.. actually 2dae is my youngest bro bdae, bt thn didnt really celebrate lah, went out have dinner only. For me leh, i m rotting at home whole day lah!! if rotting can die early i dun mind, bt rottin cant die early!!! freaking weekends~ soon it will b a "tradition" for me to rot at home on sat and sun liao lah.. Dear went out with her frenz today, so i didn't meet her. promise her fren Mich tt she can "borrow" her frm me on sat le, so i didnt stop her for going home late.. trying to stay awake n waiting for her to call me when she reach home.. and past few days was freakking busy studying for UT.. hope i can get full marks for science >.< N screw the UT client~ need to retake 1 of the UT lah.. bloody programme(poke u ah!) HAHA~ lolz -.- niwae my 2weeks holi day start le. FRENZ OUT THR!!! jio me out =)
*forever and always
did you really mean it baby?
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Now the hardest thing to do is to say
"Bye bye" =(
IMY LOTS
*forever and always
did you really mean it baby?
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Now the hardest thing to do is to say
"Bye bye" =(
IMY LOTS
Thursday, May 28, 2009
haiiz.. enterprise... y nw the faci for tis module nve joke liao.. y gettin so serious liao.. totally no mood sia.. feel lyk scolding and swearing sia! argh!!! and oso, ... ... haiiz.. i dunno y i feel lyk tt.. mayb i m too sensitive bah, i juz cant stop gettin jealous over vry vry vry small tinggy. sry~ bt i wun regret, bcoz i made my choice on tt day liao. i juz hope tt u can b more understanding.. sry for being too demanding.~ i m seriously sorry...~
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
hmm~ nw i m in sch lah.. freaking sianz lor.. COG module, thn lata gt MATHS UT.. feel lyk dying!! OhYA.. lata still gt donate blood tinggy.. thn had to skip meals.. hope no gastric ahhh if nt really really really gonna die soon.. wannted to post my sianz face here. bt thn webby wit my love ah..so cannt tk pic = cannt post pic..
*all i wan is juz a stable relationship, juz wan u to b understanding and luving. =)
24/5 09:09pm ~love~
*all i wan is juz a stable relationship, juz wan u to b understanding and luving. =)
24/5 09:09pm ~love~
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Personal rj tym.. ytd when out wit her, haha.. dam funny lah.. she sae she fat, bt thn she cannt even finish a O.R fillet burger meal frm KFC.. hw to b fat! at least i eat ZINGER!! so call up size of O.R fillet to her.. lolz.. :x thn went to watch "nite at the museum 2" the show was funny.. bt!! cannt laugh.. coz of gastric! sadd sia~ thn when to north point timezone.. ( tis is whr fun come in ) 1st we play... erm.... the punching bag tinngy.. my scored was.. 8000+, thn 2nd tym i let her punch.. wanna guess wats her score?? XD haha... a secret lah, cannt sae... thn aft tt play basketball.. my scored 31! thn hers is... 13!!! lolz.. totally opposite lor... thn aft tt race wit her.. lolz.. i lose sia. coz tt machine sux.. nt sensitive in the turning part.. thn the gear gt sharp pokky tin cut my finger.. lolz!! bt nvm lah.. she happy can le.. haha.. cannt b i win all the tym.. if nt nt fun mah.. :\ thn walk her hm.. under her block gt sum "argument" haha.. in the end she tell me sumtin.. haha.. my intuition was rite.. ;) hope every dae can b so fun lah.. shall post agn soon.. ta ta~!
Saturday, May 23, 2009
SRY PPL.. ytd wanted to post de.. bt thn lazy on my lappy bcoz she still nt home yet.. so rest on bed n start tinkin of her. but thn, dunno y tink tink tink thn end up in dreamland liao.. @.@ sry for letting u wait.. couldn't reply ur msg coz i m slpin le..
oh ya.. ytd in class dam fun lah... was slacking tru out lesson, n i commited a lot of SIN sia.. dunno y i was scoldin alot of rubbish.. mayb bcoz of tt faci :\ (nt racist hor! juz tt she sux in teaching)
*aft c-ing her so close to another guy, he totally dunno wat to sae to her.
he dun mind bringing her to the SG flyer, bt nw is nt the tym, becoz he feels tt he is nt her type.
oh ya.. ytd in class dam fun lah... was slacking tru out lesson, n i commited a lot of SIN sia.. dunno y i was scoldin alot of rubbish.. mayb bcoz of tt faci :\ (nt racist hor! juz tt she sux in teaching)
*aft c-ing her so close to another guy, he totally dunno wat to sae to her.
he dun mind bringing her to the SG flyer, bt nw is nt the tym, becoz he feels tt he is nt her type.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
2dae i a bad dae for me seh! 1st, gonna buang todays module!! my brains were off during class sia.. thn cannt tink well! had gastric the whole aftnoon till nw.. still nt feeling well sia. thn vomited in sch! (my health is getting worse) and my slipper spoil! freaking day sia..
ENOUGH OF THE BAD THINGS! haha.. bcoz my brain is off during class, find "her" to accompany me.. =) she vry cute de okay!! hehex.. thn realised my web cam dun lyk me lor! always lag n show my unglam post.. wtf lah.. her frenz were oso laughin at me.. :\ thn when donate blood.. meet weirdo ppl thr sia.. dun wanna tok abt it liao.. nw waiting for sum1 to on9.. "SMILE!" =)
ENOUGH OF THE BAD THINGS! haha.. bcoz my brain is off during class, find "her" to accompany me.. =) she vry cute de okay!! hehex.. thn realised my web cam dun lyk me lor! always lag n show my unglam post.. wtf lah.. her frenz were oso laughin at me.. :\ thn when donate blood.. meet weirdo ppl thr sia.. dun wanna tok abt it liao.. nw waiting for sum1 to on9.. "SMILE!" =)
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
YO ppl! sry for the "lag".. hmm.. dun wanna sae abt the past few daes, because afew unpleasant tins happened. LETS TOK ABT TODAY! had maths.. hmm.. can sae i did quite well for today's prob lah.. coz most of the work is i do de.. thn had UT for 2dae.. feel dam stress can!! had my braincells killed during maths thn tk UT.. crap sia.. lucky i manage to finish all qes.. ^^ SUMTIN cool ahppen 2dae too.. one of my classmate tld me her fren wanna noe me.. haha.. lyk so weird to hear tt okay! thn add her on msn thn web cam awhile juz to noe her.. haha~ frm webcam she look kinda cute lah.. bt she tld me nt to trust webcam.. -.- haha.. shall end my wed here.. sick of maths!!! =D
Saturday, May 16, 2009
HAIIZ~ feeling dam bored sia.. spend another sat at home doing NTH!!! cant believe i wasted part of my life JUZ lyk tt!! =( well.. tis aftnoon chat wit my ex, glad tt she is doing fine =D i juz hope tt the foloing sat wun b another day for me to stay at hm and rot lah! FRENZ OUT THR!! ASK ME OUT!! STRANGER OSO NVM!!! lolz.. oh ya! its been a long tym since i last touch my PSP, juz nw charge tt tin thn found out gt abit prob eh.. its either the batt or the charger gt prob lor.. =( haiiz... thn oso wild wild wet call me to go for training on 20th may!! i gt UT on tt day lah.. had to giv up on tt job liao.. haiyo! i need $$ leh.. feel so poor lah.. gt alot of tins need to buy. haiiz~ shall end my BORING sat here..
every time when i get bored,
my mind will just start to think about you.
i feel really stupid because i still can't get over you after so long,
i just don't know why i feel jealous when i heard that a guy ask you for stead.
i am not sure if this is love,
but i told myself it's impossible for us to be together again,
because i can't forget that u msged someone behine my back.
maybe i got the whole thing wrong, but it's just to late to explain anymore.
all the best in whatever you do... Takecare~
every time when i get bored,
my mind will just start to think about you.
i feel really stupid because i still can't get over you after so long,
i just don't know why i feel jealous when i heard that a guy ask you for stead.
i am not sure if this is love,
but i told myself it's impossible for us to be together again,
because i can't forget that u msged someone behine my back.
maybe i got the whole thing wrong, but it's just to late to explain anymore.
all the best in whatever you do... Takecare~
Friday, May 15, 2009
LOLZ!! had a gd laughing session juz now eh.. haha~ ytd had a sec sch class gathering, kinda hav a mix feeling, most of thm hav change, which mks me feel tt i dun even noe thm, bt sum hw still missed those old daes we had 2gether. hmm.. btw person wh change most i tink was NIC.. my alien fren.. XD last tym seldom hear her sae the fuck word lor, ytd.. i tink i heard more thn 10 tym. tsk tsk tsk... 2dae, hang out wit some of my "16" ^^ had a fun-ny evening.. and more, we tok abt sex.. at an open public place!!! haha.. pity suchen, she got bully lyk siao.. she almost cry.. haha.. and for diana, dun emo liao lah.. ^^ juz pretend thy r nt tokin abt u.. and u still have us "16" mah.. hope those laughing crap make u feel beta.. =D
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
HMM.. hw long i nve update liao ah?? remember tt TUE was REALLY A BAD DAY for me, that module was difficult lah, had a lot of tins i wanned to comment on but thn aft a slp jiu 4get liao -.- 2dae had maths, sumtin funny happen to me... i noe that my fasi is speaking simple eng okay!! bt becoz of " MATHS" i dun understand her freaking simple eng... was laughin at myself in class lah -.- bt niwae, I SWEAR I HATE MATHS FOR LIFE!! too complicated for my pure innocent mind to UNDERSTAND!!! lolz =D
Monday, May 11, 2009
LOLZ!! MON!!! BAD START!!! had a busy mon tis week lah! when to sch early morning, reach my class at 7.45am, too bored so i took the stairs up okay!! thn gotta leave at 11.30am coz of a PHYSCOMETRIC TEST at CMPB. note the difference okay, fri is PHYSCOMOTOR, 2dae is PHYSCOMETRIC TEST. difference is tt "motor" is physical test, "metric" is theory. SO IT MEANS tt i had my IQ test 2dae. well.. can sae its nt so difficult, bt! oso nt so easy.. :\ lolz.. aft test is 4pm liao.. took the test for 2 1/2 hrs sia.. went home aft tt.. FEEL SO SIANZzz lor, cant meet up wit frenz aft sch!! tam to woodlands.. WALAO!!! i WISH i noe hw to drive n OWN a car lah!! nvm.. juz to cheer myself up.. "thr is still tmr" lolz.. =D BTW!!! THX YVONNE FOR MAKING IT SO FREAKING OBVIOUS!!! -. - till here..
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Hmm.. 1st!! happy mother's day to all mothers. gotta skip sch on fri coz of the interview for commandos selection. Did the physco motor test, i dunno y thy wan us to do coz i feel tt it a waste of tym, thn gt physical test, did 56 sit ups in a mins, SBJ 240cm, 10 pull ups in 30 sec, 34 push ups in a min, bt 6 was nt counted coz my ass did nt "moved" lolz.. aft tt thn interview.. aft interveiw stay at home for the whole day lah... feel dam bored sia~ nth happen on sat, juz tt i spend another day of my life doin nth at hm! and today.. sun.. as usual, gt class in the morning, thn...STAY AT HOME AGAIN!!!!!! lolz.. tmr mon had to go sch, bt only for half day bcoz i had to go CMPB by 1pm...do a test for IQ i tink.. gd luck for me man!! hope i nt as blur as sotong..
Thursday, May 7, 2009
SRY!! didnt noe wat to update recently, sch is getting busy as weeks past... haiiz~ niwae, 2dae when for floorball try out... the "beep" test gt lvl 9.1, sit ups, in 1 min 60.. = 1 sec 1 sit up. hope can do betta nxt tym.okay.. the reason y i come post 2dae is actually for afew tins. i dunno y aft 3mths+ i m still tinkin of u, i nt sure if u will read till tis post mah bt i will juz continue. when i m alone, i still tink of the daes we used to b tgt, still tinkin of wat will happen if tins didnt end up tis way. when will i get over u?? till nw i m still single.. bcoz i still remember tt i made a promise to u. nt sure when i will break the promise, bt i noe it wun b so soon. another tins tts is bothering me is tt i feel so lonely in poly.. do nt hav much frenz, only afew frm class 16. bt nt sure hw long tis frenzship will last, however, i will try my best to mk tis frenzship last, bcoz "Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life". nxt tins coming up is for the person i had a crush on the other tym, its hard for me to treat u lyk a fren bcoz i feel "weird" tokin to u face to face aft u "gave me a balloon n pop it in my face". nt sure if u get to read tis bt nvm if u dun. i noe u still treat me as a fren, n i still treat u as a fren too, juz tt i feel awkward when i c u.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Hmm.. had a boring morning, thn went out to meet diana and rafiq at 6pm. Diana's frenz was thr n she tag along, same comment was given when ppl 1st saw me... my 1st impression i gave to ppl is i m a ah beng?!?!?! lolz.. nvm.. i noe i m nt 1. i m freindly okay!.. haha~ had dinner at compasspoint thn slack thr till 9+pm. Run to bus stop and juz nice my bus was thr, thn home sweet home liao lor.
sumtym i juz wish tt i m nt wh i m nw.
its hard to b myself tis few daes,
wat has happen to the old me?
nve felt tis way b4.
its a mix feeling of in love,lonliness, anger, and disappointment.
does true frenz really exist?
even if it dun, i will still cherish wat i hav nw.
but nt those which cant b mention~