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Wednesday, June 24, 2009
since Michelle n lesden is blogging thn i oso blog lor.. now i m in sch, at some corner slack.. fuck disappointed in myself!!! SCI UT!!! freaking B lah gone case liao lor.. told daddy can get A.. n my gal was to get full marks.. now is like..SIGH~ like lesden sae FML!?!?!?!?!?! i m totally speechless lah.. dunno how to continue blog.. i dun mind getting D+ for MATHS!! but thn i will wake up for maths liao.. cant affort to carrying on slacking like tis.. SCI!!!! totally turn down my mood lah!! CRYIN DOESNT HELP TO SOLVE THE DISAPPOINTMENT~i seriously dunno how m i goin to tell my daddy abt tis.. gonna b 18 yrs old liao n i m still not responsible enough for my life! feel so hopeless.. shd i even continue my life!! y shd i waste my parents money to feed me n waste resources on earth.. i still dare to sae my goal is to get top in course ah!!! shit my mouth lah.. sigh.. dun feel like blggin le.. till here.. bye bye
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
FINALLY!! internet is back in action~ lol! no internet no life can~ n like i sae, hang out with lesden and company till vry vry vry late tis few days. FUN is confirm a yes, bt there is still some tiny tiny pieces of shit tt ruined the happy mood. nt goin into detail bt still gonna sae sumtin abt how i feel.
some how i feel that life only consist of 2 SHIT! which is MONEY & RELATIONSHIP. Starting with $MONEY$, why human work so hard for it?? answer is very simple, without it we can survive, without it we won't be happy most of the time, without it we fight and cry. Next up <3 RELATIONSHIP <3 most human are screw up by relationship, be it lovelife, friends, family, or stranger. Without relationship, we won't be consider as human. we lack of emotion and would make us no difference like robots. So if any human can control this 2 SHIT in their LIFE then he will lead a "perfect" life i guess... Anyway people, u do not have to comment about this post because i m not going to entertain you if you do. i know you have your perception and SO DO I~
i choose to gave up my that relation, and i got my retribution on my nxt relation. i always believe in karma and fate, but now its alrdy too late to turn back and hold u tight agn. every time i tink of the memories we share, i felt guilty, the only word i can say to u now is sorry. sorry for eveything and sorry to avoid u even aft so long ever since we broke up. glad to c u r still standing strong. tts the name u gave urself too rite.. all the best in watever u do. tkcare.
gonna end it here.. nitex ppl
Monday, June 22, 2009
okay~ sry ppl for nt updating for tis few days... coz frm mon to fri i m goin back home after 9pm always without fail. thn by the time i reach home i feel tired.. had fun hangin out with lesden and company... not gonna sae what happen recently coz i cant remember, only know gt happy tings happen as well as sad tings happen.. n now.. sum1's name is stuck on my mind.. not feel good bt try not to tink.. and about my JPSDS RESULT, i gt into AI instead of commands.. sad bt cant change the fact.. till here.. ta ta~
Thursday, June 18, 2009
wow!! juz got home for awhile lah~ celebrate karina's birthday ytd... (17/6) lolz... really had funn meeting up those people.. haha.. headed down to tampines aft UT, thn meet up with jessica, nic and glenn at pasta mania.. laugh alot lah.. wit my jokes and glenn around. aft dinner and cake, slack around at open plaza thn headed down to tam mart~ get some drinks thn walk to the playground bside nic's blk~ drink a glass of vodka and slack over thr for quite long lah.. and tis is for nic, cheer up lah.. dun keep thinking abt the prob coz it will juz hurt u more... try to relax and rest more.. ;) niwae juz get to complete my rj.. waitting for my hair to dry thn go slp liao.. nitex ppl.. hope to meet up wit u ppl soon.. ;D
Monday, June 15, 2009
1st day of sch aft holi!!~ haha. erm.. let me tink and type what happen 2day.. freaking early morning, i surpose to wake up at 6am, bt my mom didnt wake me up coz i tink her alarm didnt ring, bt lucky my body clock still working.. woke up at 6.30+am n bathe n rush out liao.. as usual, 1st to reach E36H haha.. enjoy science module oso.. weiming didnt come, thn another female faci came.. haha.. her explaination is way better thn our prev faci lah~ i understand better 2day.. XD hope can get A for sci agn~ wahahahaha...class was dam funny 2day oso.. mayb is bcoz we haben met up for quite sometime, so daniel n fands was like.. scolding each other in their own language.. haha.. had a great laugh when thy scolding each other.. thn suddenly daniel was pissed off... thn he started toking dam fast!! faster thn kanna sia!!(thy r joking wit each other) oh oh!! 2day classroom condition sux.. no aircon, no wireless!! thn aft sch walk wit Rachel to meet her fren.. thn saw 3 of my cliques at the cafe so i leave rachel n tag wit my cliques... thn aft tt meet lesden n his frenz.. chitchatting abt sum random stuff and some racist joke~! haha.. thn thy accompany me for dinner at MAC!!! haha.. thx to lesden and mich~ thn father call n sae he is in woodlands so he fetch me back... so 1 day juz passed lyk tt~ haha.. time passed so fast sia! the next time i relised time fly so fast wld b my UT2 period!?!??! lolz.. till here lah.. nitex peeps.. :D
oh oh!! i 4gt 1 real important tin tt happen 2dae!! i tld the wrong person the wrong thing.. she noe wh is she.. XD
oh oh!! i 4gt 1 real important tin tt happen 2dae!! i tld the wrong person the wrong thing.. she noe wh is she.. XD
Sunday, June 14, 2009
back frm training~ wahahahaha!!! hmm.. 2dae was fun.. except for sum screw up shit~ hate those 2 guy! freaking dun understand chinese sia! n cant fuckin stand properly~! stupid nub shit! y do thy even come learn in the 1st place... Zzz.. watever! wh cares abt thm -.-'' any way.. tt cute gal wasnt thr for training eh.. sianz lah!!! haha but thn gt the "xiao ting dang" accompany me.. haha.. 3 yrs old only!! vry cute sia~ hyper active oso.. run around the whole place every time.. n he likes to crawl n he crawl dam fast!!! haha.. gonna learn "YING QUAN" liao.. woooh!! muz fite like an eagle.. :x LOL! and oso gt drama!! fighting stunt! luv it when it come to stunts OI!!! thn another 1 is staff spinning.. wa.. need come up wit different spinning trick n combine leh~! so hard n complicated can~ :\ aft all.. i still enjoy 2days training.. wahahahaha!!! n i slp during the break lah..didnt't train n teach my fren... :x insturctor was teasing me juz nw.. ): haha..till here bah..
btw dad,
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!
btw dad,
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!
Saturday, June 13, 2009
hey ppl, i saw 11:11 agn... i was tld tt if any1 were to c the time n sumhw(not on purpose) its the same digit or double, it means sum1 special is tinking of u... izzit really true??hahaa~ 4get it.. i m juz stupid n silly... hmm... 2days weather was vry vry vry nice~!as in really vry nice~ woke up freaking early 2day, bcoz i need go back campus for scuba try out...on my way thr, sky was kinda grey.. wit abit of drizzling.. reach sch, the sexy hot sun show it "naked" body.. b4 i gt into the pool i was alrdy wet lah.. bt thn its still acptable.. coz i like warm~! aft the morning session, Elle, so call the only commited 1 in DIVE IG sae thr is 3more slot left for the aftnnon shift n ask if any1 still wanna dive.. haha.. i was the 1st dumb as too raise up my hand bcoz i noe that if i were to go home.. i m so gonna rot...so ya, i also complete the aftnoon shift de dive..thn went to had dinner n headed home... way back home, the weather was so freaking windy lah.. 1st the sun wanna show the she is "hot" thn the wind wanna show that he is "cool" haha.. had some joke abt dive.. ppl sae sucking the air frm the tube is like smoking shisha.. lol! thn some dirty joke which is nt really gd to b posted here.. haha.. really had fun 2days.. cant wait for aug to come soon~ feel so tired now.. gonna stop here liao bah.. brain is nt moving now.. :x
Friday, June 12, 2009
nth much happen 2dae, n i dun really feel lyk postin.. bt thx to my fren, i gt the pic for popeyes garthering.. so posting all picx nw eh...
pose foloing wondergirl (YOO BIN)
gangster seh~!
guys posing time!~
we try to do a perfect pose bt fail quite alot of times...
FINALLY gt 2 OKAY !!
oh.. tis pose!! i remember i sat lyk tt when i was young!! same angle and pose!!!
down we go!!! ;)
okay!! now the main reson y i hate tking pic so much.. when i get so high i totally dunno wat the shit i m doin.. so fugly!! unglam sio!!!!!
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(guess i m trying to act cute bah.. :x )
CUI LAH!!!!
anyway thx for viewing.. go wash ur eyes if u need to bah.. ):
btw, 1 funny vid tt i found on9.. enjoy!
bye bye~
ELLO PEEPS!!! hehehx.. play paradise city for the whole aftnoon!! thn went to meet my fren SHIMIN at 6pm for dinner~ was walkin around TM to find a place to eat, wanted to go pastamania at 1st, bt thn i dun wanna spend too much on food today. so headed to T1 n search for food agn.. Suddenly, i had 2 places in mind, 1st is MAC 2nd is CARLS JR. haha.. too hard to choose so i decide to flip a coin lor!! result was MAC!!! bt thn.. aft getting the result i suddenly feel lyk goin to CARLS JR. HAHAHAHA!!!~ i noe!! contridicting... 1st i sae i dun wan spend so much on food, 2nd is flip a coin bt choose carls jr. LOL! so order sum food which cost $12.80 n started chatting abt my recent prob n her recent prob~ haha.. ofcoz!! wit my attitude, spam her wit all my lame joke n stuff.. n had fun tgt.. feel guilty lah!! she laugh till cannt finsh her meal.. :x niwae the burger vry cute de leh!! gt wear pampers.. :\ haha!! thn aft dinner walk her home lor.. her blk is juz a street away frm my blk.. haha!! although we only met for a few hrs, we sure hav lots of fun eh! haben really catch up for long long long long long long long time!!! n still gt alot to chat abt lor.. hopeing for the nxt meet up soon!! haha~ still cant 4get she sae i still look lyk ah beng~!!! XD
heres her burger in pampers!! wit the butt crack :x
sum picx we took b4 she went home.
yup!! tts the ah beng she is toking abt n her~ -.-''
heres her burger in pampers!! wit the butt crack :x
didnt took pic of my burger bcoz "his" pampers is dirty by the sauce.. =p
sum picx we took b4 she went home.
btw, ppl wh noe me sae tt i hav change.. did i really change?? was it a gd change or a bad change?? how do i noe if i m goin on the rite path of life?? whr do we find the ans for WAT IS LIFE!! tru experience and phrase a ans sentence out or juz ask sum1 older abt life?? bt to wat i noe, i was a bastard back in those day.. ): feel guilty when i heard abt wat i hav done last time n didnt realised till now.. wanted to sae sry to tt person, bt will she acpt my appology aft so long?? will she still trust me?? feeling confused about life.. wat is the purpose of living?? to make frenz and get married and thn earn $$ n die?? or b a nice guy n make life more meaningful n help those in need?? wat if all the help u gav is not wat thy need?? totally lost!!! been trying to find a ans for life ever since back thn... till now, still no ans... 1 thing i noe is tt i will nve giv up~ btw frenz.. if u r reading tis, thx alot.. i nt sure if i make any sense in wat i type.. bt.. cant really show wat i hav in mind... all the tins r messed up n i m confused~
thank you for reading my nonsense.... :D
Thursday, June 11, 2009
BACK PPL! haha.. Feel so much better 2day :D Ohya! ytd 4gt to sae tt i watch Friday the 13th!! the latest movie... HAHA~ tt movie is quite GROSS, full of blood~ n guess wat!! i was stupid enough to eat my dinner and watch at the same time.. ALMOST CHOCKED eh.. haha.. bt thn every time when "jason" coming out i will juz hold my spoon in mid air and start staring at the screen.. haha..!! and oso, every time i watch gore movie i will start laughing, so different frm the rest eh~ hmm lata goin to have dinner wit a fren in TPSS so will b back lata.. bye bye~
Eh! kinda late to post liao leh.. :x hmm lets tok abt ytd, coz its aft 12 liao.. -.- woke up, kinda moody, dunno y. every little things pissed me off!! mayb i m juz too hungry! :\ so ppl out thr!! when i m hungry, plz b nice!! =p haha.. nw feeling betta liao lah.. n i seriously dunno y i gt my mother as my mother!! nt giving her children food to eat is caring?? the fact that i eat alot is a wrong thing to do meh?? WTF!! i noe that we r nt rich! do not have enough $$ for everything, bt thn WE still NEED FOOD!!! wat is wrong wit her!! arghh!! watever lah.. she wanna giv me tis attitude thn so b it!! TIS is the PROB tt make me hate my home!! i hate staying at home n i hate going home early!! arghh! how i wish i gt a part time job now!!! bt thn.. its not a good time to find a job nw lah..no freaking time for interview. n i m still waiting for the contract!!! :X MONEY IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL!!! haiiz.. nvm.. the nxt sunrise, things will turn out differently.. and i hope it will turn for the better.. ;D blasting myself wit all the pop n rock music now!! it works to cheer me up oi!! =p
post agn lata bah.. bye peeps.. Y ^_^ Y
post agn lata bah.. bye peeps.. Y ^_^ Y
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
YEAH!! internet is back!! now i can post liao! :x 2day is freaking hot n boring!! stay at home this early aftnoon, chat wit suchen n play burnout paradise(tt new game i was tokin abt) lolz.. goin to complete soon lah.. :\ thn FINALLY gt the mood to cut my hair! aft 4+mths!! the last time i cut was during CNY lah..so not use to short hair nw, bt thn i like it!! head feel so light nw.. WOOH~ luving it.. :\ oh ya, juz added wingyan on msn.. haha! didnt really tok much wit her tt day when we went out lah.. :x.. thn nw found out tt we both alike tinking for sum tins.. izzit? @.@ haha.. hmm.. wondering when is the nxt outing!! time is running out LAH!! sch starting nxt week!!! i wanna enjoy more!! WHR IS MY CHICKEN RICE!?!?! ops.. tts kinda random... XD
some random fotos of my SHORT HAIR!
hmm.. dunno y i still feel freaking unglam abt myself lah..!! gt vry low self-esteem sia..
niwae, till here liao lah.. nitex ppl :D
Monday, June 8, 2009
WOOH!!! TODAY IS WHAT I CALL FUN!! haha~ my body clock is nt working 2day!! SWEE man!! mayb coz ytd was a tired n busy day for me bah.. XD woke up, skip breakfast as usual! play some games, bathe! thn went out~ actually i was gonna meet clique 16 at 3pm at the airport 2day, bt i gt a last min call frm chris to meet at T1 to send miss kaur(my SSG tcher during my secondary sch) off for further studies.. so fast chiong n reach thr around 1+pm.. haha.. saw most of my ex-classmate which i nve meet thm for a long long long long time! n oso 2 old buddy, brandon n daryl! haha.. aft sending miss kaur, folo my ex-classmates to hav lunch. i juz sat thr coz i waiting for my clique mah.. haha.. popeyes OI!! lolz~ met my clique liao oso went to hav popeyes!!! almost cannt finish lah.. coz i freaking up size my 3pcs chicken combo! aft lunch/dinner, we walk around T3 thn sat down to slack and hav some weird game!! haha.. i sux in the police n murderer game!! bt only at 1st okay!! coz i m a newbie.. :x.. haha!! totally hav fun 2dae lah!! took some pic b4 we went home too.. haha.. i feel so much happier aft hanging out wit thm!! thy r COOL, HOT, N THY ROX!!! ;) OH YA!!! n for some of my frenz out thr!!! if u dunno i bcame single agn, i m telling u NOW!!! I AM SINGLE. AVALIABLE. READY TO MINGLE~ XD will upload picx on my nxt post bah!! cant wait for the nxt outing wit clique 16 agn!! :D
btw, dunno y i m tinkin of tt cute gal smile! :x
btw, dunno y i m tinkin of tt cute gal smile! :x
BACK!! lolz.. saw the time was 11:11 when i log on to my lappy.. haha.. As usual lah, went training tis morning. wasnt really in a gd mood 2dae, until sum 1 make me laugh!!! haha.. coz we were trainin wit weapon!! thn suddenly she giv a funny impression.. thn i started laughing lyk mad!! thn thr was another cute gal.. haha!! she oso make me smile.. bt i dunno hw she did it.. :\
aft training, went home bathe.. skip lunch.. :x thn meet nic n walton at far east. coz the rest were watching a movie.. aft their movie, met them at orchard mrt!! thn we went MARINA BARRAGE!!! lolz.. it was kinda bored thr lah.. bt thn it nice!! smell of the sea, beautiful sunset, n the ball we play!! haha.. juz an advise, if u r goin thr.. bring a KITE!! its fun!! aft tt, when city hall the MAKANSUTRA. had dinner wit Wei Hao, Walton, Jessica, Karina, Jie Hao, Jue Hao. haha... DAM FUN HANGING OUT WIT THM!! aft tt head to bugis street wit walton, jie n jue n wei. thy wanna get sum pants.. aft bugis street jiu went home liao.. =) i m tired liao lah!!! blog agn soon.. nitex peeps...
aft training, went home bathe.. skip lunch.. :x thn meet nic n walton at far east. coz the rest were watching a movie.. aft their movie, met them at orchard mrt!! thn we went MARINA BARRAGE!!! lolz.. it was kinda bored thr lah.. bt thn it nice!! smell of the sea, beautiful sunset, n the ball we play!! haha.. juz an advise, if u r goin thr.. bring a KITE!! its fun!! aft tt, when city hall the MAKANSUTRA. had dinner wit Wei Hao, Walton, Jessica, Karina, Jie Hao, Jue Hao. haha... DAM FUN HANGING OUT WIT THM!! aft tt head to bugis street wit walton, jie n jue n wei. thy wanna get sum pants.. aft bugis street jiu went home liao.. =) i m tired liao lah!!! blog agn soon.. nitex peeps...
Sunday, June 7, 2009
S-UP PEEPS! haha!! let me put in point form for wat i hav done 2day k?? XD
- ate maggie mee for lunch.
- when play basket ball frm 12+pm to 4pm wit bro n his fren(gt blister on my foot!!)
- bathe n meet E36H at newton mrt
- when newton circus for dinner(food expensive sia!)
- walk to novena slack
- sat at TCC n play true or dare!!(2 true 1 dare at least)
- went park n tok abt ghost stories n sum religion stuff..(bloody spooky)
- home sweet home~
haha.. i tink tt was wat i did 2dae lah.. really dam shiok aft playing Bball lah!! long tym nve play liao!! wooooh~ juz luv sports sia.. feel so relaxing!!! meet class for dinner was kinda fun (: haha.. my 1st outing wit thm.. lolz! n oso.. the part for true or dare!!! gross sia.. let me type out the dare each of us had!!
Rachel: tell the waitress at TCC tt she is pretty
Kcarol: kiss rachel tongue to tongue bt end up only lip
Umar: lip the ash n swallow it
Fands: lip the whip cream from the table
Ila: kiss evey1 play the game
Daniel: SWALLOW ALL OUR SALIVA!!!!(cant believe he actually did tt)
as for Me: chew n swallow a mint leaf wit ash!! tt feeling sux!!
haha.. bt we really had a lot of fun. n oso we play the memory game.. dam cool can!! n it was my idea!! haha.. every 1 laugh lyk siao... (: i tink post till here bah.. sumtin caught up!! argh!!! will upload picx another time.. bye bye.. :D
Saturday, June 6, 2009
GOOD MORNING!!! haha.. freaking sun.. so hot sia.. niwae ppl, i deleted ytd last post le for those who saw it.. u will noe wat i mean.. for those who nve saw it, dun need to bother.. =D haha.. every one who told me it not worth it to cry for her.. haaha!!! i understand liao!!! TOTALLY NOT WORTH IT LOR!!!! ;) her name has been earse frm my life!!! n its gonna b deleted FOREVER~ not gonna sae wat happen, n i wun care nimore, coz i can still live witout her.. (: i gt my life n she gt her life.. so y shd i care rite?!?!?! hmm.. n oso 1 week of my holi gonna pass liao.. i still haben had enough fun.. ): ANY KIND SOUL WANNA BRIN ME OUT??? HAHA!! =p
gonna b back at nite to post wat happen for dinner wit my class lata. ;) tkcare peeps!! :D
gonna b back at nite to post wat happen for dinner wit my class lata. ;) tkcare peeps!! :D
Friday, June 5, 2009
Hmm.. back to blog agn. Well, nth intresting really happen lah.. juz tt I stare at my fone waiting for a no. 9111**** to call bt at the back of my head I noe my fone wun ring.. feel kinda retard!! Bt thn.. tts wat I do when I m bored, day dreaming is my part time job! Oh.. thn I oso drink a can of tiger juz now. It helps me relax my mind.. only 1 can of drink, wun get drunk hor!! N moderate drinking is healthy okay!! Stare out of the window daydreaming for the rest of my day, on9 chat n listen to songs lor. Had CHICKEN RICE for lunch n juz finsh MACSPICY for dinner not long.. haha.. feel so happy!! Both can consider my fav food lah. ;) bt I skip breakfast tis morning :\ I didn’t wake up late, juz no mood to eat.. haha! tmr gonna have dinner wit most of the E36H ppl.. bt morning I gt nth to do eh!! Shit lah!! Hope my body clock dun ring me up so early tmr!!! Once wake up jiu cannt slp liao.. MISS SCH LAH!!! At least go sch gt tins to do.. wun so bored~ ! n I think I missed doin RJ :x haha.. tts y I keep blogging tis few days.. wan self entertainment lah! Haha.. guess shd end my boring story here.. thx for viewing lor.. =)
*早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存
要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等
;)
*早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存
要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等
;)
WAT A BORING FRI!!! haha.. meeting wit nic gt cancel, coz no ppl free to meet.. gonna rot 2dae liao.. haha.. here are some of the pic we took ytd.. enjoy yo!
HAHA!! look at the last pic!! a lady face wit a "long" thing which says "it'll blow".. haha.. below it says SEVEN INCHER!!! haha.. dun think dirty lah.. juz a burger!! XD hmm.. i hate staying at home, it will make me think of my screw up life!! dam it.. i SPIT on my life!!! lolz.. but thn i cant do anytin to change it lah! shit happens once in awhile. Thats LIFE!?!?! like most ppl, tots r running tru their mind, so is mine!! daydreaming abt wat if those tins nve happen at all.. if i didnt went in the class. nve bang into her. nve giv my msn. nve care abt it at all..? haha.. back to realilty lah.. alrdy past liao.. juz gonna make sure it wun happen nxt tym. gonna love my family, myself, my frenz!! WOOOOOH~! haha.. niwae, addicted to a few songs nw. 1st is The Climb - Miley cyrus, 2nd is 好爱她 好想他 - 7朵花+183Club, 3rd is Wait For You - Elliott Yamin. it doesnt mean anytin, i juz find the song nice bcoz of their lyrics.. ;) i know i will get over the prob soon! i alrdy survive 2 days witout texting/chatting wit her.. HAHAHA!! it a achievement okay!~ (:
HAHA!! look at the last pic!! a lady face wit a "long" thing which says "it'll blow".. haha.. below it says SEVEN INCHER!!! haha.. dun think dirty lah.. juz a burger!! XD hmm.. i hate staying at home, it will make me think of my screw up life!! dam it.. i SPIT on my life!!! lolz.. but thn i cant do anytin to change it lah! shit happens once in awhile. Thats LIFE!?!?! like most ppl, tots r running tru their mind, so is mine!! daydreaming abt wat if those tins nve happen at all.. if i didnt went in the class. nve bang into her. nve giv my msn. nve care abt it at all..? haha.. back to realilty lah.. alrdy past liao.. juz gonna make sure it wun happen nxt tym. gonna love my family, myself, my frenz!! WOOOOOH~! haha.. niwae, addicted to a few songs nw. 1st is The Climb - Miley cyrus, 2nd is 好爱她 好想他 - 7朵花+183Club, 3rd is Wait For You - Elliott Yamin. it doesnt mean anytin, i juz find the song nice bcoz of their lyrics.. ;) i know i will get over the prob soon! i alrdy survive 2 days witout texting/chatting wit her.. HAHAHA!! it a achievement okay!~ (:
till here bah.. if sumtin intresting happen lata thn i come blog agn at nite.. hasta la vista~
back to blog ppl!! haha.. btw.. nw is 5th june liao hor~ cannt blame lah.. tk MRT from celementi.. okay wait.. i shd start from the tym i went out.. hmm.. meet lesden n frenz at paragon tis aftnoon, thn shop around thr to wait for xin er's fren... erm.. trying to recall her name.. :x
hmm.. oh ya!!! her name is wingyan~ lolz.. okay.. ya.. thn when to coffee club n slack.. chat abt funny stuff.. thn abt "KR".. haha!! slack for 1hr+ or more.. thn paul went shopin for his beanie.. thn we head down to cineplex to had a early dinner. KFC!! lolz.. so sat thr for lyk.. erm.. quite long lah.. coz we planning whr to go nxt.. thn wingyan wanted to shop at far east.. so we accompany her lor.. shop shop shop... thn lesden didnt ate juz now.. so we plan to go HOLLAND to eat laksa...!! shiok sia.. haha.. niwae.. lesden ate alot of prawn.. n its nt fully cook!! haha.. he even finish my portion lah.. total 6 uncook prawn!! lolz.. took afew fotos.. thn jiu head home liao.. overall, it was a fun dae lah!! bcoz gt lesden n paul around.. haha.. thy always joke! haha!!
hmm.. oh ya!!! her name is wingyan~ lolz.. okay.. ya.. thn when to coffee club n slack.. chat abt funny stuff.. thn abt "KR".. haha!! slack for 1hr+ or more.. thn paul went shopin for his beanie.. thn we head down to cineplex to had a early dinner. KFC!! lolz.. so sat thr for lyk.. erm.. quite long lah.. coz we planning whr to go nxt.. thn wingyan wanted to shop at far east.. so we accompany her lor.. shop shop shop... thn lesden didnt ate juz now.. so we plan to go HOLLAND to eat laksa...!! shiok sia.. haha.. niwae.. lesden ate alot of prawn.. n its nt fully cook!! haha.. he even finish my portion lah.. total 6 uncook prawn!! lolz.. took afew fotos.. thn jiu head home liao.. overall, it was a fun dae lah!! bcoz gt lesden n paul around.. haha.. thy always joke! haha!!
Thursday, June 4, 2009
GOSH!! my body clock still working during the holidays.. no matter how late i slp, i will still wake up around 5.30+ to 6... aft waking up, i gt nth to do so i stare out the window n start daydreaming.. lolz.. alrdy start doin tt for past few days liao.. niwae, ytd was play my new game till 3+am lah.. :x.. juz cant slp.. haha~ stop here 1st ah.. lata at nite thn post agn.. cya!
对不起，
我只想要多一次的机会来证明我有多爱你，可是我怕我又会让你失望。
所以我选择了放弃，不在等了。
对不起，
我只想要多一次的机会来证明我有多爱你，可是我怕我又会让你失望。
所以我选择了放弃，不在等了。
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
back home liao.. haha.. had fun laughing at tins tt had happen 2dae, lolz.. "the smell of advanture" HAHA!! lolz.. an inside joke which is kinda racist lah... went out in the aftnoon.. thn had lunch at bugis.. abt tt lunch mah.. had a raw egg on my "hor fun" lolz.. another name for it is. "moon light river" hahahahaha...thn tk a walk at bugis streets n iluma, thn head back to jue's hus.. chat abt some tins n play L4D.. haha.. funn lah.. coz i updated the version.. and oso install a new game in lappy liao.. WOOOH~! goin home tt tym, we laugh abt the "smell of advanture" agn.. haha.. dam stupid lah!! lolz.. n oso, i tink tt my gastric is getting worse.. bcoz i can feel it... lets hope it wun get till the cancer stage bah.. (:
its the different perception that we had on different things which brought us to where we are now.. i finally understand le..
its the different perception that we had on different things which brought us to where we are now.. i finally understand le..
yo! morning ppl, haha.. ytd nite was better. ofcoz i still gt tink abt her lah.. bt thn nt so much le. gonna let it go... haha.. i luv her n wan her to b happy mah, bt if i tie her thn she will nt b happy.. lolz.. :x niwae goin out soon liao lah.. meeting jue hao. gonna have fun 2dae man!!~ muz enjoy the holis!! MUHAHAHA!~
CALLING FOR ALL 5N1!
FRI ANY1 FREE??
ME N NIC MEETING UP.. IF FREE JUZ TAG UR NAME HERE~
WILL MSG U THE TYM N PLACE TO MEET AGN ;)
he saw a exit to "family,frenz & fun" on the "love highway", n tld himself nt to b on tis highway anymore.. nt until the time comes (: bcoz end of the "highway" is nt happiness or hell.. its "pain" which is worse thn hell!!! ;)
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
WOOH~ cant get any beta thn tis.. so freaking true..
Virgo: A fresh start is in order this week! A new plan will make things work for everyone. .
haha..
i noe wats the new plan eh..
wanna noe?? haha..
hmm.. abt the other 1 mah.. i nt sure abt it..
Cancer: A disastrous situation will turn humorous if you're all able to see the light side. Laugh it off. .
haha.. niwae, i will stop tinking abt it le.. thx lesden..
i alrdy get wat i wan. juz hear her voice for the last tym..
its enough.. =D
juz get back frm campus, thn sumhw feel lyk bloggin... ytd was a freaking screw up nite for me.. feels terrible lah!! having love sick, gastric, and headache at the same tym!!!! almost commit suicide can!!! slp awhile liao thn go bathe n prepare go sch... lolz.. thn every tins goes blah blah blah till end of workshop... i went to get a prata sausage bcoz tts was the last tins me n her ate tgt for fri lunch. thn walk to inter change.. i didnt took 168, instead, i took 969.. sat at the very same spot when i send her home for the past few tym.. stare at the seat n was tinking abt all the happy moment agn when i m wit her. imagine she was biside me leaning on my shoulder.. thn eyes suddenly gt watery.. i tld myself i cannt cry.. coz i m nt sad when i m wit her.. pplz wh r reading tis n wanna scold me juz do it okay.. sae i m stupid or dumb or silly.. i wun mind. silly is my 2nd name she gav me anyway.. juz realised i gonna spend my 2weeks holi being love sick.. haiiz... oh ya.. frenz out thr.. if u find me irritating bcoz i keep posting abt her.. i suggest u tk a break from visiting my blog.. i need sum tym to geet over tis prob.. sry~
To Dear, i nt sure if u will get to c all my post recently mah.. n oso the msg i send to u tis early morning.. bt 1 tin i wan u to noe is tt u tld me u wan a break for a moment.. so i tk it as we still hav chance to b tgt.. if u seriously tink thr is no point to continue.. juz tell me face to face or on fone.. i juz wanna hear ur voice for the last tym.. ily(:
To Dear, i nt sure if u will get to c all my post recently mah.. n oso the msg i send to u tis early morning.. bt 1 tin i wan u to noe is tt u tld me u wan a break for a moment.. so i tk it as we still hav chance to b tgt.. if u seriously tink thr is no point to continue.. juz tell me face to face or on fone.. i juz wanna hear ur voice for the last tym.. ily(:
ello~ haiiz.. actually i post nw is bcoz of a simple reason. i gt no mood to joke, so i will juz tell u ppl straight. Dear leave me liao. kinda speechless rite now, but thn.. i juz wanna sae i really enjoyed being wit her alot. n i m sorry for nt giving u enough space. i wun blame u for ur decision, coz i oso wan u to b happy. i noe its juz a 1week relation, bt thn during tis 1week, i enjoy most was the part tt i walk u home a couple of times. tt is when i really felt ur love i guess... and i tot that tmr we will b meeting, saw ur blog juz nw.. u alrdy had the intention to avoid me n meet wit ur frenz long ago bah.. juz lyk Sunday if i m nt rong rite.. now, i can only wish, hope, pray, that u will change ur mindset and come back to ur "Ex"-ShaGua. i noe u didnt help me ask abt wed(outing), haha.. and ya.. i oso found out afew tins i shdn't noe.. hmm.. n oso enjoy urself in wat u wanna do bah, bt remember to tkcare. u will nve b replace ;) ily.
*he lost his way back to his old self. wonder will she come back to guide him forever and always?
*he lost his way back to his old self. wonder will she come back to guide him forever and always?
Monday, June 1, 2009
back for new post!! same feeling okay! dam bored.. rotting at home lyk a wooden block.. dunno wat to do, dunno hw to get rid of tt feeling.hmm oh ya.. THANK YOU SHIMIN!~ lolz.. haha.. she wan me to post it here coz she helped me.. haha.. hmm.. feeling abit no mood 2dae. oso dunno y, bt thn looking forward to meet Dear tmr.. hope the meeting wun b cancel!!! praying hard~ still trying to change myself for her =) hope i can make it real soon. Btw, Nic!! dun b so sad liao lah.. i totally understand hw u feel rite nw.. concentrate on ur test 1st thn go sort tins out wit him lor.. =) n hope we can meet up soon.. wit the rest ;) till here le.. hasta la vista!