Dear, i m really sry.. didn't wan tis relation to b so stressful, bt mayb is the phobia i had tt cause all tis prob. i really afriad tt u will leave me nw.. SRY!! please forgive me for hurtin u tis way. i will try to giv u some breathing space frm nw on bah.. still learning to trust u.. i will promise to change for the better. love u lots~