ops! sry peeps, ytd 4got to blog...

ytd aunt and cuzzin came to my hus visiting, one of my overseas cuzzin Ernest was here too~! he is here for work, came frm AUS ;D . so ytd jus accompany thm to visit my uncle than hav a walk in chinatown. had fun chatting wit cuzzin Des... tok abt L4D and his fren and some other hilarious stuff.. XD tts all abt ytd :)


Today, same routine for the morning.. had trainning thn head for lunch and back home.. manage to throw 1 old cupboard that has been in my room for quite some time, dam shifting the old filty hug stuff.. i fall aslp while sitting down!! WTCUCUMBER! LOL! feeling weaker nwdays.. izzit bcoz of lack of slp or bcoz my brain haben stop thinking abt it~? watever it is.. i think its time for me to put it down and continue to my end point bah... :) SUN~ Sleepyday LoL!




i hate myself for being so useless~
i hate myself for giving up when i don't even wanna give it a try~
i hate myself for being so softheart~
i hate myself for not being able to make you happy~
i hate myself for who I am~

i lost~